Haven't really posted any background details on whats gone on in a while, so I guess I'll give a lil rundown on whats been hapnin ( Read more... )

Wow lots of stuff happened since I last updated....Well...actually not really, not much has changed, but I have thought alot, a ton, and even if thinking leads you to do silly things like try and take over the world, it has i purpose. Yes, everything has a purpose, making mistakes, washing your car, eating a burger, believing in something that isn' ( Read more... )

It has been a long time since I updated, but thats to be expected, its how I am. Life continues, and we press on, but for the first time in a long time, i'm actually happy about that. This is gonna be quite a rant, I'll be interested to see what I wrote years from now and see what truths are still there, and what has changed ( Read more... )

What I wouldn't give to just slip into the shadows forever.

booooooooooored............sigh, i'm running out of stupid games to play, sleeping only gets me so far, and the pain has worn off so I dont have to take hydros anymore /cry not sure what i'm going to do with myself all weekend, parents are leaving tomorrow till monday sometime, so thats like, 4 days alone. Normally, this would be considered a ( Read more... )

nothing to say really, worked all week, the months almost over, got rather depressed this week, but it seems to be wearing off, need to finish the latest harry potter book. I'm really paranoid about my laptop gettin dirty. I really miss my friends who are gone, like kea and tina and day. Hope to hear from kea sometime soon, wonder how his move to ( Read more... )

Sitting here, wondering where to start. Came back to my journal once more, not sure why. This is the second time i've attempted to delete it, but I guess my need for an outlet cant be restrained for a month. Oh well, thats all this journal has become, an outlet. I dont post anymore for anyone to read it, most of the time I'd prefer they didn't ( Read more... )

Well, tis an early tuesday morning, 2:40 to be exact. Played WoW pretty much all day, went outside and got a bit of fresh air. Summer is here, so that means i'm going nocturnal again, weither I really want to or not. Last week was my last at the greenhouse for the summer, so i'll probably be working with my uncle and dad the rest of the summer, as ( Read more... )

Month and a half left of high school, things are winding down to a finish. I'm sure there are numerous projects I'll have to get done by then, top all the scholastics with graduation and that stupid salutatorian speech I gotta think up, i'll be pretty busy I think ( Read more... )

Almost have all my application stuff done, got a week to get it done, gonna go talk to Mrs Anderson on monday about work, slightly anxious about that, but i'm pretty cool with it anyway. Mr Owsley made me cut my hair, i am very sad.......guess the only thing i'm looking forward to right now is getting a job and then moving out, after that, I have ( Read more... )