The most amazing thing has been happening lately.  So, I am not used to having someone actually take my feelings into consideration.  And mostly, apologizing for it.  In fact, it's NEVER happened before... it's happened 2 times in my life.  One of them was on December 25th, 2006, and the other was today, December 29th, 2006.  I can't let this go ( Read more... )

I am so hungry. I made teriyaki chicken with rice and broccoli last night. BOMB DIGGITY. I hate being so damn busy all the time... makes life pretty hard. Everyday is full of something. Soon, all days are. I start my second job this saturday, 10a-4p, and I may have to work after that as well, AND my sister is starting up her own business that ( Read more... )

This is getting to be impossible. I need my Rey. I can't stop crying every time someone asks me "How are you" and then "what's the matter" because they don't believe me when I say "good." It's not fair. Why does he have to be gone? I don't understand it. Why can't I be with him... Why can't I just be with him? I just want to jump on a plane ( Read more... )

That's where my Rey is... Iraq. They finally took him from me. But I have been so lucky lately. We still haven't gone ONE day without talking, and it has been over a year. That will stop soon though. Once he has to leave and go where he is to be stationed. Then it's going to be me going home and writing him a letter each night... that will be ( Read more... )

And days and days, Emily is coming, Rey is coming... Heather is here. Got to see Joel. It just couldn't get any better. I am so excited!!! My house is beautiful, especially when I clean it. I got some more things hung on my walls. Ahh, so nice! But there is something missing... or shall I say, something going to be missing. And that is when ( Read more... )

This is my gorgeous boyfriend, Rey. Rey...rey...rey...rey... :)

He will be here... August 8th to the 18th... What am I going to do with myself???!!!

Huh? I am at work. Working. Sitting in a big executive chair at a big executive desk with a big executive computer and big executive responsibilities. Minus the last thing. Hm, I don't know if Heather has told anyone, but I have my own house now! How SWEET is that? Em, Joel, yea, Heather will lead you to the palace! I have a roommate, but ( Read more... )

You know when your feelings get really hurt and your heart feels like it has sunken into the pits of your body that seemingly don't exist? And then once you go to the person who has hurt your feelings, and inform them as to why you are feeling a certain way, they make your heart sink even deeper into those non-existent holes? Why do we always ( Read more... )

This should come as a shocker... I haven't told anyone yet, because I am not officially there.... But, I have moved back to Florida. I am going to go to school and get my degree. Rey is going to live with me when he gets out of the marines. And we are going to be all happy and shiz. How cool is that? That way, I get to see everyone when they ( Read more... )

hey, sorry about the long entry. my frustrations got the better of me.