Here goes... I don't remember the last time I posted on LJ, but right now I need to vent and that is what LJ is all about ( Read more... )

I am really frustrated with the loss of a friend right now. This is my first time to actually write anything about it and I think it is about time to let some feelings out. I had a really great friend for a few months, always making sure I was taking care of my homework and myself, really great company, funny, good to talk with, and we seemed to ( Read more... )

So I haven't updated lj in over two months. I guess it is time. Today I officially have a ticket to Spain. I will be leaving for my three month adventure on December 30th and will return end of March. I have started research on places to stay in Madrid and language schools in Cadiz. Keeping a tight budget will be hard for me and knowing once I stop ( Read more... )

I'm tired of being told, "You need a boyfriend", "you should put yourself out there more", and the such.

Every once in a while I get extremely, like, over the top excited about my dancing. The last opportunity that got me stoked was the Jacob's Pillow Dance program that I auditioned for and was wait-listed; not a bad thing considering I was probably one of the last people to send in an application and only 25 people were selected to participate in the ( Read more... )

My friend says I need to put myself out there a little more. I know by a little she means a lot, and I know she really wants me to see someone. My issue is I don't think that I know how to put myself out there. I have a tendency to find bluntness easy and I don't mind; however, I know it would be inappropriate to walk around with a shirt or a hat ( Read more... )

I wish I had taken Spanish during high school instead of French. I am so frustrated that I don't know Spanish right now. I guess I can start learning again. It will take a long time for me to get good at it while living here in Marin, however I guess I need to start. I was told to check out another fellowship thing that could potentially give me ( Read more... )

So I was told by my sister that there is an awesome program that sends college graduates abroad for a year so that they can study whatever they want and get experience doing what they want to do. I thought, wow, this is exactly what I have been looking for! So tonight I finally did some research about the program. It provides a $25000 grant for a ( Read more... )

I had a very strange dream last night/this morning. One of the most interesting things in my dream was a friend of mine had to have his left hand amputated because his body was reacting to a drug he didn't even know he had been ingesting. In my dream we spent quite a bit of time in the subway/ railed transit. In my dream my mother was telling me ( Read more... )

I can't find my contact lense case so I had to open new ones for dance tonight and I don't know where to keep them until tomorrow night's dance class. I had a really good day at work today. I guess getting shit done really makes me a happier person on the job; however, I still think no one really does as much extra as I do. It kinda sucks ( Read more... )