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The breeze cuts through my heart like a butter to a knife
It has been quiet a while. I was perplexed as to what I should write. My emotions and actions have been acting concisely recently with each other as if they're Siamese twins. Maybe it is due to the once a month routine, maybe it's only because I'm thinking too much and my actions just flows with it. Perhaps, I might even have bipolar disorder. ( Read more... ) -
Friends... Wow, thanks a lot.
Well then, thanks for expecting me to be places that you don't invite me to be. Constantly complaining how I'm never there yet don't invite me to things. Fine, it's whatever. I don't care. Thanks a lot for putting the blame on me for almost everything. I don't need the bs right now. Invite me when I can't go but when I have free time no invites. ( Read more... ) -
Life throws you a lemon, take it and run.
This is quiet shocking to hear. My own true emotions runs wild, wild, wild. Yet, I am capable of controlling it with my might. Flawlessly, might I add. Smile, no one will suspect, and I do smile. Suspicious grows only when my face shows distress. Why? I am quiet peeved that it happened. I couldn't believe it. I was only suspecting, but didn't dare ( Read more... ) -
Life leaves a sweet and bitter after taste
It has been almost a year since I last wrote in LJ. I was so busy last semester that I didn't have time to confide my feelings in at all ( Read more... ) -
Procrastination kills..... X_X
Yes... As if you didn't know. Procrastination is a severe and critical disease that affects the student body. It is contagious at times, so be careful of others who might show signs of it. Or it could just develop out of no where. Symptoms include having care free weeks and all of a sudden needing to stay up all night to finish an assignment. Cure ( Read more... ) -
I think I'm just through with it...
You know.... Have you ever reached a certain point in your life where you're just so tire of everything??? Well, I think I might have.... Maybe not, but I know that I am effin tire of my dad. He thinks I'm stupid and ask me for shit like explaining a letter that has no use, but when I tell him it's nothing of importance, he said I'm useless and ( Read more... ) -
Pictures....
Man... I get sooo jealous when I see these girls who look sooooo gorgeous in pictures and wonder why in the hells name can I not take a decent photo? I mean, yes, there are the occasional good/acceptable ones but other than that. I hate pictures.... --_--. Practice makes perfect?? Lol. I really need to start writing better and improve my writing ( Read more... ) -
Regreting??? I'm not sure
Do I regret it now that I did it??? I don't know.... I really don't know. I keep thinking about the incident over and over in my head but I can't seem to come up with a conclusion of whether or not I regret what I did the day after valentine's day. I do feel good that I let it out there but at the same time wondering if it was better to have kept ( Read more... ) -
Pain is the name... T-T
I can't begin to even tell you how much pain I'm in. Everytime I try to straighten my arms it hurts like no other. Reason behind it? I really don't understand why I'm hurting but maybe it's my fault for holding onto the wheel too tightly. Alrighty,let me start with my weekends.
::Friday:: 02/08/08
I had a fun day since I was able to relax after my ( Read more... ) -
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!
Xin Nian Quai Le!!! Man Shu Ru Yi!!!!!!!!!!!!! It is the year of the rat, and within a blink of an eye, it'll be the year of the rabbit soon. Man, 24 yrs old seem so far away, yet I know that it'll come faster than it seem. I still have no clue what to do with my life. All I know is I want to make money to repay the debt I owe to my parents. What ( Read more... )