This summer has started out with a bang!i got my nose pierced the other day with my life mate kate which was awesome. it honestly ignited something in me and made me so happy.but as i always know with happiness in my life comes great fucking sorrow. my parents went on a fucking rampage when i walked in the door with my new nose ring! it was awesome ( Read more... )

wow i have not posted for a while..well unfortunately not a lot has happened in my exciting hectic life..im in a pissy mood cuz i just went to club 18 on a run and i couldnt get fucking alcohol i have done it there before but it was a different guy..uhh but graduation was long and boring i am only gonna miss a few select people. prom was pretty fun ( Read more... )

Wow! it has come to a complete shock to me hmm i dont have a date for prom! what the hell is wrong with me i dont get it. Everyone goes to their senior prom why cant i? all of my friends once again have dates and i am the one trying to think of who i can go with because i wanna go sooo bad. it is less than two weeks away and i am missing the most ( Read more... )

Wow i just got done reading a bunch of my old entries and there seems to be an extremely common theme of KC. i am so disappointed in myself that i let a bastard like him consume so much of my everyday life and thoughts i could have been thinking about a lot better of things than him. uhh well i think im gonna see him today and be a major bitch ( Read more... )

wow last night and this morning were truly enlightening for me. The person that i least expect to help me and give me advice helps me more than he could ever know. yes it is DION! what the hell you might say..well dion had a little talk with me last night that cleared up the whole kc situation. He told me so many things that finally clicked in my ( Read more... )

yes i have returned from my lovely vacation to the retirement complex i love partying with those old ladies with wrinkly tan skin, saggy boobs and bleached white hair haha. i wish i coulda been with my bestest friends kate jess and em cuz they had a blast! lucky bastards haha.you know what is quite sad? the best time of spring break was sunday.the ( Read more... )

Friday night-fun but i was in a weird ass mood intil btas started then i just got in an awesome mood because everyone was goin carazay. i loved it.it honestly has to feel so good being up there playing and everyone getting outta control and having so much fun. saturday-so much fun well not so much i guess just fun. i went over to KCs and Bris house ( Read more... )

ok this is probably going to be extremely long and boring but i need to get this out:yes it is about the source of my confusion and dispair-Casey- i really dont understand anything about our situation..maybe i do but i just dont want to accept it.maybe deep down i know he doesnt like me and he never will but i just have to keep making up these ( Read more... )

so last night wasnt a complete disappointment as i thought it was going to be...actually it was really fun! during the day i went shopping and got some more cute stuff for SB then that night i went over to B ri's n caseys house..it was me bri kc michelle and deon for a little while..but me n kc did the normal ritual we were talking about such good ( Read more... )

wow today is going to be an awesome day for me. yes i am feeling sorry for myself and yes it is pitiful. I seriously wish i would have been able to go to TA jess and kate are gonna have so much fun and they both have such good outfits uhh yes i m incredibly jelous of both of them..i was in such a weird mood last night..I feel a bit left out now ( Read more... )