I have not told many people this...only Nicole really, but I am on medication for depression and anxiety. I guess I'm finally ok with saying it because I finally am happy and stable. And by happy and stable I mean the happiest and most calm I have ever been in my life. I did not even know I could feel this good ( Read more... )

Seven things in your room (i am adding at school bc thats where i am ( Read more... )

Ha I look back at the last entry and laugh...just laugh, what was I thinking? Life is beautiful now but being back at school and being away from the people I have been having so much fun with is a little upsetting. Promises of a big group vist definatley make it much happier! So much has changed...seemingly all for the better so far, we will see! ( Read more... )

I am on the edge of something pretty big in my life. A real relationship with a boy who only wants to make me completely happy. Someone to call MY boyfriend. I suppose at 20 that really doesn’t sound that big or important but for me it is. I have NEVER had boyfriend. I have never been treated so well before. When I am with him I feel safe and I can ( Read more... )

My weekend was wonderful. Chris came around 2 on Friday and from then on I had fun. We went to the caverns here which was really cool, he took me out to eat ALOT and we just chilled together...so much fun. The weekend just left me so happy and I nearly cried when he left...then I did cry when I saw what he typed and left on my computer for me. I ( Read more... )

Well I have plans for where and who I am living with next year! So excited about that!

I also have talked to Katie :-) which is also very exciting because I love her very much...(later dayz...take care brush your hair...possibly the stupidest thing I've ever cried over)

All my heart...

When I say "My heart is still yours, you can have it..." I mean my friends...looking back at that I suppose I just got worried that it would be taken as something different...

I am updating because I find myself in a new state of mind, and while I miss things the way they were and long for them to be at least somewhat normal, I have been able to grow alot from recent goings on in my life. I am enjoying school so far and I met someone really sweet before I left so I am enjoying him too. I have been able to keep in touch ( Read more... )

I'm not updating for a while...my thoughts are mine...goodbye...

I havent updated in forever (isn't that how half of everyones updates start? ...anyways...) I just got home from vacation in st augustine and honestly i wish i never came back. I belong there more now than ever, i feel like i have more connections there than i do here anymore. i really thought i was excited to come home then it really hit me, ( Read more... )