Life hates us once again. on the amazing side of life, the little girl born blue and not breathing is 2 today ( Read more... )

Mexico fucking kicked some major ass. I ate really well and took the stairs on the ship quite a bit and came home 5lbs lighter with a nice tan! Now thats what i'm talking about. Not to mention the fact that I now have a guy coming to visit me on the 12th for 5 days. His name is Roy and he was the DJ of the night club on the ship and he is a doll ( Read more... )

JOSH IS OLD!!! But I loves him still. :) His birfday was yesterday.. HAPPY BARFDAY JOSHYPOO!!!! I know, better late than never. lol ( Read more... )

So I'mactually on here again. OMFG I know! Its nuts. Things have been great. Zoe is amazing, and I amdoing about normal other than I have met the most amazing guy ever, but he is moving up to Marysville, WA!! AHHH! Just gives me an excuse to tell you all that... I'm most likely comeing home to WASHINGTON!!! w00t, I know, I know, you all miss me and ( Read more... )

Things have been interesting.. Its been a LONG time since i've posted anything at all.. Quick update because i'm feeling like i just want to lose myself within my sheets for a long time. Zoe turned 1 on the 11th, happy birthday to her indeed: http ( Read more... )

And so I finished off my last final for the term yesterday. I moment to breathe from the monotonous life I now lead. I love my life though, just wish I could have someone to share it with. I love my baby and SHE STOOD UP ON HER OWN LAST NIGHT!! It was so amazing. Everything in the world is new to me when seen through Zoe's eyes. I was blessed to ( Read more... )

For everyone who will or have read my last rant. Thank you. I just needed to get some things off of my chest. I have been under a lot of stress lately and a few things have been going on with Jeff that could affect Zoe and so I went on a rant, needed to vent. For no matter how much I say it, its not true that I don't care if he is in her life or ( Read more... )

I miss my sex life and I miss my sanity. I want to kill my sister's kids, but I just have to keep reminding myself that i'm only stuck with them till the 9th.. 50 fucking hours a week i spend with those kids! AND THATS THE MINIMUM!!! Shoot me, please, i'm losing my fucking mind. I don't remember what its like to have a full night of sleep i'm on ( Read more... )

Finally I have a free moment to update ( Read more... )

I sit here surrounded by all the pieces to this puzzle ( Read more... )