Just as sure as the sky is blue and the ocean too, I've never lied to you ( Read more... )

Well right now I feel sick. I saw Billy tonight. I haven't seen him in ages.. and it was nice to see him because he's really hot, and I liked him a lot when we kind of went out last year.. but it kinda sucked when he just stopped calling me.. I guess I didn't call him either but still.. I saw him walk into Fridays and I was like oh jeez.. I didn't ( Read more... )

i miss him so damn much. i don't know why. as much as he makes me so mad.. i just don't know. i'm always gonna care. and it's weird. because i really shouldn't. but right now. sitting here at night thinking i just get really sad and wish i could talk to him because i miss everything. i miss the old times from almost two years ago. and i miss the ( Read more... )

i hate listening to music. the words are the keys to my heart. the words explain all of my feelings and if only i could make him see that's what im feeling, and that's what is real then maybe he wouldn't act the way he does to me. i really want to just never talk to him again but the words to these songs won't let me. even i don't listen to them, ( Read more... )

seriously, i feel like the biggest idiot for thinking that he would want to see me on my birthday. i thought things were going to start working themselves out and instead, we find a reason worth fighting for. of course, it would have to be on my birthday. the one and only thing i wanted, and wished for. and i couldn't have it. and my birthday sucks ( Read more... )

As you all know, I started working at the Cornery Bakery Cafe about 10 days ago. I liked it at first. Now, it's fucking bull shit. Don't get me wrong. Having two jobs isn't that bad. But having two trainers in one job that are bitches really just sucks. So I don't really know what to do. I want to quit. As of today, I was ready to quit. I thought ( Read more... )

i kind of want to apologize to a few people, but i don't really know how to do it. cody and vanessa. i didn't like how you both were treating each other, one more so than the other. it wasn't my relationship but still.. you got everyone else involved. it looks as tho now you both are happy again so that's good. but i don't like to be mad at anyone ( Read more... )

Yes... I forgot to mention..

I mEt AShLee SiMPSon
On Saturday after I ended up saying I might not go. It was cool and I also saw Trishelle from The Real World. She sat next to me at Kelly's Coffee Place in Hollywood. I met this guy there named Brian.. hmm.. and he was cool. Thought he was gay till he started talking about his girlfriend but he was ( Read more... )

Fuck Vons. I hate it. The people are so stupid and new it's such bull shit. I can't fucking take it. I'm going to look for either a different job or a 2nd job. Really wanna work at Islands.. waitressing. TIPPPSSSS... I have no experience with that though.. how do you get experience if you need it first? WTF? Or Macy's.. or Best Buy. Not really sure ( Read more... )

Wow so today I woke up around 10:30, got ready, went to Burbank, bought flowers for Jen's mom cuz it was her birthday on the 18th, picked up Jennifer, went to Nathan's on Topanga, and Jennifer got her belly button pierced! Yay!! She was soooo afraid it was funny but in the end she said it didn't even really hurt. What a dork. I got my ring changed ( Read more... )