I just figured out how to put my mood and music to my entries like everyone else. Der, it must be all the hairdye finally getting into my brain.

It's me again. I'm packing up my stuff today from my mom's to move in with my Matt's mom apartment. I've been feeling quite apprehensive about moving away from home and all. I dont know why. When I'm there I feel like I wanna leave and when I'm gone I think about what my family is doing. I guess that happens. I got high a few times yesterday and I ( Read more... )

Hi all. Its me again, here at the library trying to update my dangnabit journal. The baby is getting so big, her features are really coming out. She looks more like Matt every day. School starts again in August. I think I said I was coming back to Fresno City after all. I'm really trying to watch my weight now. I feel like a tiny body stuck inside ( Read more... )

Hey LJ users! I'm so sorry I havent been updating. But like I said, I havent had access to the computer. Anyways, my baby girl came into the world May 11. She was 6 pounds 5 ounces, a tiny little thing. But ladies let me tell you, labor is NO JOKE. I'm serious. Everyone tells you it hurts, and their right! That shit does hurt. But I am so in love ( Read more... )

Its a deary rainy day here in Fresno. Feliz Cinco De Mayo! What a day to celebrate! Some indian must have done the rain dance. I thought only April showers brought May flowers? What a crock. It occurred to me last night that since I finish school a week earlier than everyone I'm not really going to have internet access like I do now. I mean, there' ( Read more... )

I have a terrible craving for pork fried rice these past few days. Hong Kong has the best ever I swear. Friday night is pork fried rice night, or any food i choose. I think this time though I will order bbq pork too as a side dish because damn Hong Kong resturant is the shit. I wish I could find some place here in Fresno like that. I'm afraid to ( Read more... )

Aurelia is set to be here by next Saturday. My doctor said I havent had the baby by then she was going to induce my labor because she didnt want the baby to be overdue. Great! I am really looking forward to having this baby as I have said many times before. School for me is just about over. I have several more days to go, which aint bad, ( Read more... )

I wish I had some money to freaking get a paid account so I can make my journal original and spiffy. I was looking at alot of other journals y/d and I was soo jealous. Anyways...the countdown begins. I have less than two weeks now before Aurelia comes. Y/D I went to the doctors and she told me next weeks visit she'll check to see if I have dilated ( Read more... )

Sorry I haven't been keeping up my journal, but it's not like anyone else reads them anyway. Well, I've been doing good, and just trying to keep up with my pregnancy, I have less than 3 weeks to go. Whew! And it seems like I just found out I was preggy. No, not really. It seems like I have been pregnant for a year now. I can't wait to have Aurelia ( Read more... )

My bad, I'm sorry about that. I had to update quickly. Anyways today is April 1st, and I have one more month until my EDD due date. That's estimated delivery date. By my ultrasound date is may 14, so Aurelia can come in anytime between then. I am terrible anxious and scared. I know it will hurt a lot and I cant stand alot of pain. I'm glad now I ( Read more... )