Damn, why did I do that?

Here I am, back at school. I am getting bigger by the day. Yesterday I went to my doctor's appointment, and I weighed in at 164! What the hell? I was 160 at my baby shower on Saturday and now I'm 164? How did I gain 4 punds in three days? Crazy. I still look skinny from the backside. However, my side profile states different. Anyways, the baby ( Read more... )

It is a beautiful day outside! I love sunny days. They make me feel so good about everything. I have to buy some sunbnlock soon, I get so black in the summer time. I went camping at the Kings River one year and came back so dark everyone starting calling me little indian. I'm already brown enough as it is! I'm just gald I dont got to go to the ( Read more... )

Well, I only have 9 weeks to go now. It's getting closer and claser, but yet I dont feel at all scared to be going into labor and all that biz. I just my baby girl here in my arms already, taking care of her and all. It's been so nice this past week. It feels like summertime and all that always puts me in a good mood. Matt came by yesterday and we ( Read more... )

Today my back is hurting so bad. I don't feel like going to my Psych class at 2:00. I have an hour. My knees also hurt and I wish I had a car I could go lay down in. It's a nice day, we've been having nice days on and off for the past month or so. Spring is coming and I can't wait. That means it's closer to summer. I think I caught a bug last night ( Read more... )

Okay, yesterday in the mail I recieved my ultrasound appointment. It was for this morning at 9:45. My boyfriend picked me up from school after my Crim class at ten to nine, and the hospital isn't that far away, so we made it there a little after 9:20. The ultrasound goes great, I can feel the baby moving a lot, the technician lets us hear the ( Read more... )

Well I had a good little weekend. When I come home from my boyfriends house I realize just how much I love him, and that I would never want to do anything to fuck that up. I've been crazy to think I could get away with anything, not that I would. I would be weighed down by my conscience so much I wouldnt be able to move. The baby is kicking alot, I ( Read more... )