life is boring these days.

hey, soooo today was an ok day until i found out during 8th period that one of my friends had died. ashley was crying and i started crying. how could this happen. nate took his life this morning and there is nothing i can say or do to bring him back. i have been crying sense 2 till now. everytime i think about us hanging out and drinking and having ( Read more... )

friday was the worst night of my life. i am not a depressed child and i never cry over things, well during 2nd period on friday i found out that katie might be moving. she is amazing and i dont want her to move back to south dakota. i cryed 2nd, 3rd, and 4th period. after school i went over ashley's and let me tell u, her mom needs to go to the ( Read more... )

i finally went to youth group, i think im going to stop smoking pot. i dont need it. i realized all i am doing is fucking with my body. i mean im not against people that smoke pot im just not very keen of doing it anymore.

nobody ever seems to leave comments. does anybody ever read what i post? it makes me wounder!

wow, this weekend was amazing. friday after school i went to ashley. she had a few people over at 8. we had lots and lots of magic. me, ashley, and kaite were dancing until 2 at night. friday night me and jakki slept over. we woke up on sat and jakki went home early. o yeah and not to forget katy came over ashley house and me and her got into a ( Read more... )

the first day of school was really fun. i have atleast one friend in everyone of my classes. after school amber brought me home. i hung at my house for the rest of the night. ok so today was ok. i didnt like the clothes i wore today. i felt uncomfortable. than i had to take the bus in the morning. i got to school. i went to the cafe and hung with ( Read more... )

this weekend was pretty much amazing. i went up to maine with my family and ashley came with us. it was rainy so me and ashley tryed to make the best of it. we didnt go out on the boat and we didnt go tubing and wakebaording but it was still fun. me and ashley were bored on friday night but sat we went swimming. we swam all the way out to the boat ( Read more... )

If you are honest this tells the truth -- it's pretty ( Read more... )

yesterday i did absolutly nothing. i sat around on my fat ass all day. nobody called me and wanted to hang out. when i called people they were working.... so i was home all day long doing nothing but sit in my room and listen to music and or go online and play games. yea so last night i went online and i was talking to kevin.. he told me that berth ( Read more... )