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Listened to the new cold c.d. today...Its rather good, I really like this song ( Read more... )

Stole this from Crista!!


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I dont know myself anymore....

....I really fuckin need to grow up...

I hate this...
...I'm a mess...

OMG OMG!!!! did you hear the news about the two pretzals???!!!!

.............One got a-salted!!!

BAH HA HA HAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAH

so, yeah...as I sit here ...trying not to claw muh eyes out and rip my hair from muh skull I think about life in general. Think about how everything happens for a reason, and how ironic some things are. I think about love and hatred, and sincerity and instability. Think about what assholes some ppl really are and how fuckin wonderful and geniune ( Read more... )

I'm sick of this. I'm sick of your delusions and hallucinations, sick of trying to fiqure out if your feelings are geniune or if your just trying to lay some huge guilt trip on me. I'm sick of the "I love yous". I hate the "I love yous". Those words are empty to you. They mean nothing, you are nothing ( Read more... )

Sometimes the days march mercilessly onwards and the effort it takes to wake up in the morning hardly seem worth it a few hours into the day. The effect each episode has on both mind and spirit reminds me of bare knuckle fighting. The first few punches come as a shock, the pain shooting through your fist, feeling your flesh make contact with the ( Read more... )