i live in portland now. it's been home since august. at first, i wanted to kill myself. it was horrible. i couldn't find a job for shit. then one day it all turned around. i'm pretty sure i've met the girl of my dreams. the one i want to marry. i love her with all my heart. i wrecked my car during a blizzard we had. it's been about a month and a ( Read more... )

Okay, so I just remembered I had a livejournal and can you believe that I still remembered my name and password? I thought it was crazy. And I got it on the first try. I don't know if I'm going to start using this again, but it is definitely a possibility. Does anybody use LJ anymore anyways? I mean, Myspace is cool and all, but I don't like how it ( Read more... )

So yeah... I officially fucked up everything today. I realized that I am really fucking stupid and... er... I'm just going crazy. Yeah, that's it. I am seriously going crazy. My bestfriend... most likely never wants to talk to me again. I definately fucked that one up. And honestly... I feel real bad. I never thought one person could actually feel ( Read more... )

I don't know about you... But I sure feel like we're just drifting farther and farther apart each and every day. I don't know what to do. I want to talk to you, but I just don't know the words to say. Each time I try to, I choke up. I don't want you to get mad at me. Because that's most likely going to be the outcome. What do I do? I want you to ( Read more... )

I just can't get over the fact how great it feels to be home!

Okay... so I listen to Taking Back Sunday almost all the time now. And just about every time I listen to it, I wanna cry. You know who you are. I think about you all the time. Your never off my mind. I miss you and I honeslty and so fucking naive and dumb for ever hurting you the way I did. If there is any way of making it up to you, I'd do it. Any ( Read more... )

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... UPDATE ...

I definently moved back to St. Pete like last week. And just to let you know... ITS PIMP SHIT!

...Especially the "milk man" ;-)

So yeah... thanks to those that wished me happy birthday. I don't see why they call it "Sweet Sixteen". Nothing sweet about it. Well, excluding getting my license. That was pretty awesome. I love my car. It's so pimp. Can't wait to get everything, not to mention all my money, into it. It's gonna be one of the hottest cars on the rock! (Rock=Island ( Read more... )

I'm 16 biotch's!!!

...yeah. And I am alive for those of you who never talk to me anymore!