So the '30' is almost upon me.. been pondering things recently. You know all those 'things i want to do before i am 30' ...things i havent done. Where my life is going and what i have done in the last ten years, lessons learnt, or not learnt in the majority of cases ( Read more... )

So my mother phones me yesterday.. we have a very strained relationship anyway.. i was incredibly hungover..

First thing she says is 'dont panic'.. never a good sign.. she has had a mamogram (sp) and they have found a lump.. she has been biopsied and gets the results a week wednesday. FUCK....

I am now really angry i havent sorted a costume out for this evening.. i really should have spent more time, but since the original idea went out of the window, i sulked and didnt bother.. damnit

Havent even managed to get a pumpkin.. fell asleep again on the sofa at 11am and havent really moved since.. i wish the students who walk down the road in ( Read more... )

I am excited for Halloween, although having a brain freeze evening so this is short and sweet.

Found the Swear boots i want. 159.99 (not telling the boy), sold my other ones so can justify them, and may never be able to get hold of them again in my size.

The boy wants to go to Redeemer tommorow.. so we are.. there are a few people going who i loathe ( Read more... )

Well i havent updated in a few weeks, been busy contemplating my life and having small epiphanies ( Read more... )

Actually i had technically nothing to fear... the dentist i went to see was great! I cant believe i spent so long fearing them (ie i havent been to a dentist for 15 years!! - last time i went i was 13/4)
She took out my poorly tooth.. well gave me the option of a root canal but it would have to be done on 3 seperate occasions (ie 3 visits yow).. or ( Read more... )

Oh my good god.. i dont even know what to do about this pain anymore.. went to the doctors begging for more painkillers, got some crappy Codeine which isnt doing anything other than making me feel vile and sick, and something else which now they have told me not to take again after ringing NHS direct and being told i was probably having a reaction ( Read more... )

Pretty much a ranty vent post this so feel free to pass it by ;)

1) Fucking working tax credits.... good god i hate these bastards.. said they posted the letter i need to send to the JSA on Friday last week.. utterly refuse to accept that it hasnt arrived and therefore wont reissue yet. I NEED this letter guys... i have been signed on for 5 weeks, ( Read more... )

So Reading festival was fun.. full of 17 year old indie scensters, but bah was a festival so i didnt care! I am not really even into the music scene that Reading is morphing into i mean comon The Arctic Monkeys?? A few blokes with bad hair that can barely pull a note between them if not in the studio.. but we did see a few bands over the weekend ( Read more... )

God being unemployed is so damn boring.. i have got myself in an awful sleep pattern of not getting up until 11am or so, well i mean not even waking up til then.. i set an alarm for 8.30 today and remember getting up, turning it off, thinking 5 more mins and then it was 11 :/

No jobs out there and have a jobcentre interview on monday :(.. pretty ( Read more... )