I would just like to say that I was wrong when I said that the perks of being a wallflower was a good book. It was much overrated, like Bjork or RENT (although, I have yet to see rent...probably never will ( Read more... )

I was just going through and deleting some old emails, and I saw one that was of a comment that I got on my last post, and by reading it I also read my last post. And I realised that I have really been unhappy for a while now. I mean, I have good days as well as bad days, but overall, I have been feeling more like shit than anything else ( Read more... )

It's been a while ( Read more... )

So overwhelmed with everything that's going on. It's kinda making me stressed out ( Read more... )

Every weekend that I spend sitting at home, doing homework and watching old movies makes me realise that I need to make more memories. And I also need to photograph these memories so that when I am sitting at home doing homework and watching old movies I can scrapbook too. But I was sick this weekend, so that was my excuse for not even trying to ( Read more... )

I want to badly to just be DONE WITH THIS. I'm sick of ruining my mood by thinking about somebody or seeing them. I wish that they would just drop off the planet so I would never have to see, hear, or worry about them ever again. I just want to get over them and move on. Really. I guess it's only this hard because he was the only boy I ever really ( Read more... )

I have been feeling real sad again lately. I don't like it. I listened to "Hallelujah" by Jeff Buckley and I started to cry. What the fuck. Seriously, I just want to be happy and not have to worry about any shit that deals with guys and love and sex and all that dumb shit. I wish I had no feelings at all sometimes.

"You look really pretty today." Cody said, sitting next to me. I turned my head away from watching everybody try to focus on the scene we were rehearsing. I stared at him, unsure and trying to figure out if it was me or Lena, who was standing right in front of me, that he was talking to ( Read more... )

I'm beginning to feel the whole feeling of "nothing lasts forever."
But I guess it's just where I'm at. In a few months I'll probably get over it again and be alright.

I think I'm starting to like this boy.

Everything is still boring. I don't feel like I'm making any breakthroughs as far as growing up and seeing anything more clearly. Except for that fact that my heart is no longer broken and I am not jaded. I feel fine ( Read more... )