Wow. LJ has changed alot. I can't even recall the last time I used it. **yawn ( Read more... )

So yesterday I ended up having to take one of the kids to the hospital for random stupidity on their part. After 2 1/2 hours of listening to her talk about fecal eating, flinging, and other grossness, We had to sit on a bed thingy in the hall. Unfortunately it was the same room my dad was in on Oct. 18th one year ago, when I brought him to the ( Read more... )

I'm scared of october 18th. I haven't faced reality yet and what am I going to do the whole day while I remember what happened? I've been reading the old posts and it's so sad cause it's like there he is when in reality he isn't here anymore.

Well, I think I have come to terms with the fact that my trust issues effect people besides myself and that if I want to be any closer to not living in fear, it's time I stopped treating everyone as if they were those whom had preceded, and see each person as an idividual, and yet "a piece of the continent," ("apart of the main"). It is a bit ( Read more... )

Ahh yes, 2 AM yet again, and here I am awake. What did I do with my day? Well, I went to the beach with Dori; water, waves, feeding seagulls... and stuff ( Read more... )

**yawn** It's 2 AM! yay! A few more hours till sun-rise. So, what have I been up to? Cleaning, rearranging the old room, playing dress up, and what not ( Read more... )

I have today decided to remember the days when I would listen to Ben Folds Five all the time. Day's I'd wear my hair up in a pony tail all the time. Day's when I would wear jeans and a tank top and not care how I looked. Day's I'd hang out with people who I now feel are troublesome. I remember eating the whole bag of Doritos and having no shame. Or ( Read more... )

Ok, ok... where to begin? I have been enjoying my Job at the Academy... New resident this week, she is really nice, into Wicca and all, so I will just have to lend her some books. Uh, thinking about also getting a job at where Dorienne-chan works so that I can get benefits... ok ok... I have other motives... but meh! Umm... getting ready to to ( Read more... )

Missy Died a long time ago

So, I've been doing alot of what i do best; think ( Read more... )