I'd made it a thing to never post publicly about others, especialty when the circumstances were less than what they were--and never have I ever before this ( Read more... )

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So, I think I waste alot of my time being angry... which is odd, because i spout on and on about my ability to see things both bias and nonbias - ly ; so why haven't I notice. So much of my energy goes into how uncomfortable I feel, how angry I am, and then the little I have left i try to divide it.

I do not know who even uses live-journal anymore. It seems a thing of the past. But never-mind that, I saw a picture of someone I haven't seen in 4 or 5 years. I'd love to say I didn't recognize them, because they didn't look the same, but I did recognize them. They got older. I guess it frightened me. Not that it has come as a great shock that ( Read more... )

So last night I had a Dream about Crystal Ellis. We were in some strange place with random cars around that were unlocked, but didn't run. There were two lakes, one you could find things in (reminds me of a video game), and the other had some huge monster in it. Some how, my old garage was there and we were hiding from 2 goblins. But at first, it ( Read more... )

So, besides my bitchfest I had posted on my mom, things are otherwise ok. How about my 1 year and 3 months of a relationship with my hottie boyfriend? This coming from the girl who was pegged as having "commitment issues". Things are generally well though. Besides the wonderfully horrific weather that's managed to make the roads undrivable for the ( Read more... )

So, you ever have one of those revolations that you have never realized the extent of a situation until one day it just hits you exactly how things are. Uh, Let me explain ( Read more... )

Ah, so my mother leaves a note on the table. We will not be celebrating Christmas on Christmas and that there will be no gift giving. Ah, yea. That really puts a damper on the holiday. Christmas use to be fun because we would decorate the tree, and in the morning we would wake up to find things under it... and now, look what it has come to? The ( Read more... )

what does it mean when someone deletes you off their friends list?

Ok... I am generally a forgiving person. My job requires me to be so... and as does my caring, passive nature. But, when I know for a fact that someone has control, they fail to use it, they take advantage over a situation, and hurt people that I care about... I am unable to be empathetic any longer ( Read more... )