im not even that old. or go out wild that much or that hard. the sorority is making me feel doneskies with the bar and its making me feel mad old! so many freshman babies who havent fucked up their gpas yet going out doing all the stupid things ive already done. its just SO much is done in such a small frame of time. think about everything youve ( Read more... )

dresses and sunshine make me happy. Ive been into looking pretty. my hair straight, dangly earrings framing my face, nice shapes and colors. A togetherness of sorts. Things are look optimistic. I took an online test today created by a psychologist that looks at your character strengths. It was nice to see what was good about me instead of what was ( Read more... )

i always feel like im missing something but really, i WANT to be doing nothing. I just want nothing else to be happening so I feel fine just doing nothing. Which is why I cant wait for summer. And i want everyone to stop being depressed. and smile more and play more. and in everyone is myself included. stop sitting inside all day, stop smoking so ( Read more... )

My regrets are few ( Read more... )

Did they tell you, you should grow up
When you wanted to dream.
Did they warn you, better shape up
If you want to succeed
I don't know about you, who are they talking to?
They aren't talking to me.
I'm higher than high
Lower than deep,
I'm doing it

twilight galaxy-metric

it'll be alright. that's the point all along. it just matters what side your viewing it from.

im not sad. im just nothing. it doesnt suck it just doesnt matter.

life doesnt exist in me anymore. zombie. hiding awaynforever. hope is stupid. life has no point. its the most meaningless fruitless thing and im stuck doing it. i hate having to exist. it wasnt my choice.

Old Men love me. Big boobs, bright eyes and a warm smile. I kind of love them back. It's alumni weeked. I'm sick, on my period, just deaded a long distance relationship and some AB's are bitchin that the alpha xi's crossed before alumni weekend. You're a 30 year old woman, you really need to come back and haze little girls? Fuck you. But in all ( Read more... )

i bought a mini notebook to throw in my purse. whenever i get one of those nagging ideas that my brain doesnt want to let go of, that i always find so important and necessary to keep I write it down. and then the nagging-ness goes away. and my mind can move on. i dont know if it will help but i can try. i yearn for the drugs (the Rx kind) sometimes ( Read more... )