it's an opportunity to say the least, I could at least have a trade within a couple of years if I try school this time. I would say I have the maturity and the know how to make it happen without dropping out now. Took freaking long enough. There are still some things I'd like to work out over the next few years such as obtaining a license (watch ( Read more... )

and I thought I would never write in this yet again, I think that was fairly similar to one of the last posts that I wrote in this thing ( Read more... )

I didn't really think I'd be posting in this thing ever again, it's been a time since I've posted anything substantial ( Read more... )

In Calgary now, it's been almost a week, and I still haven't gone out on the hunt for a job. Mostly because I'm afraid to leave the apartment to some degree. Everything is so big, and I'm so small and redneck like. I have a few connections to get a job, but there are a couple that I'm nervous about trying for based on the fact that they may be a ( Read more... )

truly new years was enjoyable, save for the not being able to walk part and the sleeping in for work on the next day. although I don't really feel too bad about it, I mean I did make it to work at least ( Read more... )

I think I lost something. o_o; I don't know what it is... but it's definitely lost...

Thanks Jeff, got bored ( Read more... )

the first thing going through my head is why the hell am I up? Of course, I have to fall back asleep quickly, or else a whole host of other things pop into my head like "I'm thirsty, or, I have to pee, I want a coffee and a cigarette ( Read more... )

sometimes, I wonder about the point of anything at times. live breathe eat sleep. Have some thoughts someone else probably had in some obscure cave several hundred to thousand years ago. rinse wash repeat.
Endless cycles with no ultimate meaning behind it. *sigh*
No mysteries in this life.

so ultimately this was another fruitlessly wasted day, I managed to get my hair cut, buy some touques and cigarettes, slice my hands up trying to fix a defunct set of hair clippers with no screwdriver to disassemble said clippers (meanwhile I have half a head of hair during this entire irritating fiasco.) So Yeah, life blows, and it takes me an ( Read more... )