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I wish I could wave a wand....
I wish I could give you what you want most. I wish I could bring him back. I would give much.
I know that it is hollow consolation to tell you that one day it will hurt less. I know that telling you that this isn't fair won't lessen that ache and won't put his arms back around you.
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Utterly Helpless
At least, that's how I feel. 250 miles away. May as well have been a million. I can't hold them. I can't get there faster. Governed at 65 and all. I remember the morning mom woke me with a call of your dads not moving.... I was in lakewood. I barely remember racing up the 605 and getting home fifteen minutes later. I can't even say how fast I must ( Read more... ) -
A perfect summation of why and who I am
I have been emersed in a show I used to watch as a young adult forming the truth of their existence. One pitstop on that long and winding road was a show called Remington Steele which I have been obsessed with watching these last few weeks. In watching an episode where lives are on the line, they ruminate as to who each other is and how they carry ( Read more... ) -
Lazy days.
I got tone lazy all day up until an hour ago. I had to drive so she could get her break in order to pick up the load at the earliest possible time. This was a last week. I didn't have to worry much about running at all. the paycheck will be halfway decent. With the rent already paid I'm not sweating the small stuff. I love my job some days. I miss ( Read more... ) -
Trying the app on my phone....
I am hoping this will help me post more. Time to update this blasted thing more. So much running thru my brain
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That Time of Year
It's coming up, you know. (two posts in one day, what are you gonna do with me ( Read more... ) -
Michigan
Sitting at a truck stop in Woodhaven, MI. Wondering to myself why I haven't updated. I'm sure you're all wondering too. Let me tell you. Driving a semi is more than just steering it down the road. I have been assaulted on the road today by people, who live in snow and other such hazardous conditions, yet they drive like ass! It gets tiring being on ( Read more... ) -
Just a quick "Funny That" thought
So yeah, funny that. Drama lamma has come into the pen again. Most of you will not know what is going on and that's fine, but I am posting this for me. And I am posting this for anyone who has the gumption to walk away ( Read more... ) -
I usually hate PETA but... I'm never going to the circus again.
The videos are too compelling to ignore. Peta is full of overzealost idiots... but it's the "Elephants in Circuses: Training and Tragedy" that is killing me right now.
I will update about EOTY later.. but this... This comes first.
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Today is THE day
I am sitting her giddy as a school kid, bouncing off the walls on the inside and thinking... "You're gonna be on the same stage as the greats and legends. You can stand where Chuck Berry stood. You can walk where he did the infamous "duckwalk ( Read more... )