...OR IS IT JUST ANOTHER INFATUATION, SO MANY QUESTIONS RUN THROUGH MY HEAD, I DO NOT KNOW EXACTLY HOW TO EXPLAIN IT BUT WHEN HE'S AROUND JUST LIKE LAST WEEKEND, I REALIZE THAT I MAY FINALLY HAVE SOMEONE TO CONFIDE IN OTHER THAN THOSE WHO CONSIDER TO CALL THEMSELVES MY FRIENDS, TOM IS VERY COOL, OUTGOING AND HAS THE SORT OF HUMOR THAT MAKES ME ( Read more... )

...TRYING TO LOSE THIS FLAB HANGING OVER MY WAIST LINE, I JUST WISH THAT EVERYTHING WOULD JUST DISAPPEAR WITH THE DOUBLE WINK OR FLICK OF AN EYE LASH, AND THAT EVEY FEATURE ON THIS BODY OF MINE WOULD JUST COME TO BE PERFECT.

NOT MUCH HAS HAPPENED SINCE I CAME BACK TO SCHOOL LATELY, I'VE BEEN RUNNING AROUND LIKE A CHICKEN W/ITS HEAD CUT OFF THEN RE-FED TO IT, I'VE BEEN TRYING TO GO OUT BUT DUE TO LACK OF INTEREST AND FUNDS, I HAVE NOT EVEN TRIED TO GO OUT AND ENJOY MY TIME, I HAVE NOT SPOKENT TO MY EXES IN QUITE A WHILE, YET I RECENTLY FOUND SOMEONE WHO IS WILLING TO ( Read more... )

lately, i've been out and about, fell in love and now i'm in the midst of maybe falling in too deep, i like the feeling, but i'm not quite sure if i'm doing the right thing, i've run into the deepest part of the woods now, and i don't know the way back, i've felt love and i don't want to let go, i like how it feels, i feel complete, i love marcus, ( Read more... )

THIS TIME I WON'T BE RAGGING ON LOVE, BUT, JUST HAVE A THOUGHT TO SAY ABOUT IT, THERE MAY BE TIMES WHEN YOU WILL NOT HAVE A PERSON TO HOLD ON TO, I HAVE GONE THROUGH MANY THINGS, AND SOME HAVE BEEN TRAGIC. I'VE CRIED, I'VE DREAMT ABOUT LOST LOVE, AND OF COURSE, I'VE HAD TIME TO MOURN FOR THE SOUL OF THE LOST ONES, ESPECIALLY JON, HE WOULD HAVE ( Read more... )

AS I WAS READING THE BOOK THAT I ALWAYS GO BACK TO WHENEVER I'M FEELING DOWN, I TRY TO GO BACK TO THE PASSAGES WHERE I CAN FEEL EVEN MORE CALM AND ACTUALLY SHED A COUPLE OF TEARS, THE STORY IS CALLED SPECIAL ORDERS, AND I WILL SHARE IT WITH EVERYONE THAT I LOVE AND CARE ABOUT ( Read more... )

THEY WILL GO FAR,
THEY WILL BE TRUE,

AND UNDER PRESSURE,

THEY WILL NOT BREAK.

A TRUE SOLDIER IS THAT,

WHICH IS CAPABLE OF BEING LOYAL,

COURAGEOUS, AND STRONG HEARTED.

YET WILLING TO SACRIFICE IT ALL,

FOR PEACE.

-ANON

TIMES BEGIN ( Read more... )

well, not much has happened since jon died, and of course, i keep on trying to get someone to go out with, i came back to el paso, mainly to get rid of the thought, that i would be living alone, dare i say it again, i have cried and those tears are nothing more than just another security blanket for un-answered wishes, my last two lovers, if i ( Read more... )