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i do feel a change
i do know the planets urge us to ascend and that the trick is to just bear witness and surrender
let cats do as their nature intends them to, sleep and purr and gaze at the moon
until day breaks
and spring, and summer
and suddenly i see you

this would be the perfect timing
for the beginning of the end
an oracle tells me the force
involved is larger than we are,
thus i surrender. i trust creation
to be a communal cause as i
drift off into visions of how i 
remember your eyes to cast
their spells. somehow catharsis
turned around on itself and i
became immune to the cold...

lately i often find myself imagining the sensation of exploding. not the euphoric, ecstatic kind of exploding but the messy, bloody, physical kind. there is this moment - a premonition - i check my surroundings and for a split second wonder if i am still alive. of course every time i am, my body one whole piece, everything completely normal. but in ( Read more... )

i used to feel that through my writings, i created my reality. the words i wrote enlarged my life, made it more real ( Read more... )

new york. city of all things big
and beautiful. sometimes too big
and too beautiful, so something
gets lost, turns ugly down the road,
gets rained and stepped upon. but
as bronner says, all is one, or none.

the unexpected
isnt always as subtle
as i would imagine

i wonder if some things really stop
or if i just forget about them

the sun roasts my
flesh as i set fire
to bridges - these
wooden bridges that
are in bad shape and
very unsafe - and i
watch them burn from
a distance as the sun
sets and gives way to
a more cool air and my
skin still glows red.
nature has a way of
taking care of things.

i put tape around my fingertips for self-protection ( Read more... )