Well I haven't been here for a long time and I might as well fill you in on my life. It's been a year since I've been here and a lot has happened. So here we go :P ( Read more... )

Falling through pages of martens on angels ( Read more... )

Well for nearly two weeks I had no PC ... I was going crazy not being able to write any music. The only thing that kept me sane were my drums and the playstation. Finally on Tuesday I bought the new motherboard and cpu I needed. I ended up getting an Athlon XP 2800+ which I overclocked to a 3200+, its about the equivalent of a P4 2.9g machine ( Read more... )

Well let's see, all in one day three people are out of my life. Oh yes, I am on a role (and the crowd roars). Those people being my ex and my old band members from my shitty industrial band that were just pissing me off....(evil laugh ( Read more... )

Well Ryan and I have finished mixing down and mastered one track which is good, we are getting there. I went to Vesna's house last night and played her one of my tracks. I had never seen her smile so much, she kept listening to it over and over again. At one point she even cried and all she did after it was kiss me (really passionatly). She ( Read more... )

I can't sleep, too many things going through my mind ( Read more... )

Well over the past week and a bit everything has fallen apart. Firstly Vesna decided that we are no more, mainly because she feels she isn't ready as she needs to fix herself up. We are still friends, but it is over and for a while I was so down. I opened my heart up a bit too much, and I got hurt really badly ( Read more... )

The Feelings of Vesna and I are becoming so much more intense, her feelings are so much deeper for me than I have ever imagined, all I can say is that she is falling in love with me. I can see it in her eyes, and its not hard to notice. She sends over 10 sms to me everyday, rings me to see how I am and she always wants to see me ( Read more... )

Let's see . . . the past few days have been interesting to say the least ( Read more... )

All I can say is each day is growing brighter and brighter, and my cheeky smile has to seem to come back with a vengance. I was so worried yesterday that number that was given to me was wrong. (Me being paranoid), but it wasn't. Vesna had rung me once she got home from work. So I went and visited her this time, since she made the effort to go ( Read more... )