life just went to hell.

go figure.

yeah so my sister pushed me and i slipped and fell on my livingroom floor. i landed like on my face/side. it hurt really bad but i was madd funny. i laughed so hard i cried ( Read more... )

so i go to give my oh-so-wonderful boyfriend (who hasnt really been talking to me lately) a comment on myspace telling him to have fun at homecoming 2morrow and to see how his day went and i see a comment from another girl saying "no more touching of the butt".....wut am i supposed to think ( Read more... )

I don't know why I put myself through this.

Why do I do this to myself? seriously, it's like I enjoy screwing up and being hurt.

What the hell is the matter with me?

I'm pretty sure im completely losing it.

one month.

great?

depends on wut he thinks.

Martha is going back home to Poland in a couple hours. She wont be back here til next summer i think. Im really sad. Im really gunna miss her. I didnt think saying goodbye to her tonite would be so hard but it was ( Read more... )

being in this much trouble and sitting around the house thinking all the time cant be good for me.

i think too much and it always ends up bad.

like y cant i be where i want and need to be rite now? y cant other ppl be where they r wanted and needed? and y am i always worrying about wut sumone else is thinking and wut they r thinking about?see

home sucks. mom n i got into a huge fight n now basically, if i so much as look at sumone funny im out of the house ( Read more... )

the world isn't ready to understand, let alone accept.

so last nite after a great nite of hangin out with Dustin, Andy, and Justina...Andy, Justi and I decide to go to Forestview for a late nite snack before heading home and we run into a friend from skool ( Read more... )