so the It Dies Today concert was tonite n i could not attend due to the fact that i have no money, so needless to say that was upsetting...ok i lied not really but now i have no one to chill wit cuz my guys went to it so im at tiffs house wastin my life away...its very exciting lol...

yeah so...i have 2 more examz then im done for the summer!! im so excited its gunna be soo much fun this summer...lets see..the last couple nites ive been out wit lee, tiff, n 'topher (in lee's words)..its been so much fun they r great kids, i have soo much fun wit them..n i hope to have many more..i miss tom...n i talked to sumone whio means a ( Read more... )

yeah so i havent updated in forever...i havent been on the computer in fuckin forever...so really nothin is goin on, i have exams comin up, but i only have 3 so its not too bad. summer is goin to be insanely fun, that is if i can get a hold of a lot of ppl i havent talked to in forever...like mark n cody n zack n tina...i dont know, i really miss ( Read more... )

well i havent written in a while...n this month kinda sux real bad but wut u gunna do...life isnt fair so ill just say fuck it...

tom left this morning....ive never hurt like this before....the pain is unreal, i dont kno how to make it stop n i cant stop cryin....i keep thinkin this is all just some bad dream n im gunna wake up n go to his house n he will be waitin there wit open arms....there is so much i wish i wouldve said to him. i dont kno wut im gunna do for the next ( Read more... )

oh man everything is sooo gay...startin tomorrow i have to stay after skool every wednesday for math review...its mad queer...i have to stay from 2:45 till 4:30...:(...but at least it will help me pass the exam so it cant be too horrible i guess...n besides julie n katelyn will be there so ill at least have sumone to talk to...n yesterday i went to ( Read more... )

yeah so i come online today n i see sumone replyed to my entry bout me n tom n how les leavin next week...well the comment said i really fuckin piss them off sumtimes....but they left it anonymous....jerks....wutever im over it but tom is leavin for iraq...he mite not be comin back...n i woudl really like to kno who left that comment but if u wanna ( Read more... )

so...tonite was real fun, i hung out wit tiff n josh n tom....n i talked to tom n we listened to My Chemical Romance...n we talked bout him leavin n i guess hes leavin next friday....n tonite i felt for the first time like i could tell him nething..n he broke down n it totally killed me...n im really gunna miss him...but we have one week left ( Read more... )

i had a real bad day......it started off okay....then i came home from skool n found out that my friend tom is bein sent to iraq.....he could leave ne day...so naturally im upset, i dont kno wut to think bout this...all i kno is he better come back ok....

things r soo confusin i have no idea wuts goin on rite now wit nething...

.....i just wanna get ur fuckin voice out of my head.....