The world has waned down. Everyone has gone insane. I woke up and I was in my old house, my family was walking around and packing frantically. I suppose it was when everyone was still there. I didn't understand what was going on but no one would talk to me. I kept on watching them freak out as they were looking for cans of fresh water. I didn't ( Read more... )

So, if I take the time I've had, the situation I've got, compare it to gater's previous, It is the same thing with different terms. I feel the same way he told me, even though I tell no one. Even though it may seem rediculous in both cases, I know how he felt. I'm sorry gater, I always sympathised, but I still believe that you weren't strong enough ( Read more... )

I've had some pent up thoughts and I need to put them somewhere. No one will read them anyways, thank you. So, I've decided I'm going to work, all the time this summer. I can't afford college right now but I've taken the first step to saving up money better. I'm trading my car in this saturday for a nice bike, thanks Jason by the way. I'm ready for ( Read more... )

fuck this live journal bullshit, all it ever does is get me in trouble. don't expect to find another post on here.

Ah.. It's really early, I've been up since 2 am. I feel like I'm going to die, really going to die. Maybe it was serious when I threw up all that blood, or when I got in that coma, or when I was left out in the cold. Maybe it's still hurting me, I think I am dieing and there is nothing I can do. Agh.. I layed there feeling numb, cold and dizzy. I ( Read more... )

I cannot believe this, I am sick, again. What in the hell, I've been sick for a month now. Fucking Christ.

That cop, and taking me to court, was rediculous. Three witnesses and myself knew I honestly didn't do what he charged me with. So now I'm dated to arrive in court march 10th. I really have no idea if I'll get away with the charges, I highly doubt it. This made me realize even more that, I hate people, and that it happens, and it happened to me. ( Read more... )

Ah, I threw up blood about an hour ago, a lot of it. I wonder if it's something I should worry about. Anyways, worked out with Mike, sorta, was kinda feeling woozy so I just did leg press really. It was disapointing, oh well, played video games and stuff, ate which kinda hurt, baked cookies hurrah! The easy way. Now I'm home, I missed Roya, so I'll ( Read more... )

So someone has finally made it, and is excited and happy about their decision. I've been waiting for that. I'm glad it was Darcy too, because I know she deserves good things far more than a lot of people. She has put up with a lot and sustained stability, been a good sister, kept loyal to her parents, kept work, and kept doing what she wanted to do ( Read more... )

I need to quit listening to my self sometimes. Being logical is for people that care.