what up everybody... i know i haven't written in my journal in a long time but i'm here now to let everybody know that i switched to ujournal. my linkage is www.ujournal.org/addikting. buhbye-

sup.. i'm sitten here sick as hell, chilaxiin. lately i just been goin out and enjoying the last few days of summer because the time has come that i need a j.o.b! these past few days that i've went out i met mad nigguhs that ended up bein cool as fuk and i've been having hella fun. i got a phone call from my nigguh Tyre today from out the county so ( Read more... )

it feels good to be home and sleeping in my own bed but my lil vacation was needed. before i left i was stressed out so much and i had so much on my mind so i decided to get away for a while. i chilaxed and had fun in Jersey and Philly. but i'm glad to be home, i missed my people's and my city. i got home Friday night so i just stayed in but last ( Read more... )

i am so happy!!! after all the pain and heartache i've been thru i got my real baby back. i've been telling my girls for the past two weeks i wanted to call Shizz and tell him how much i miss him and want to work things out. well today i was in my room and he called me on my mom dukes line. i was soo happy! we got to talkin n everything and he told ( Read more... )

all day and night yesterday i was going thru it. even though i have so many other, more important things going down in my life, i can't seem to stop thinking about Deshaun. God knows i love that boy but i guess we can't always have what we want. he broke my heart more than once but i always gave him the benefit of things and moved past them with ( Read more... )

how can you tell somebody you love them one minute and the next go and be with somebody else? that's funny huh? all i got to say is today made me realize how right i was about Deshaun. everything i thought we had was a lie. i'm so glad i didn't get into a relationship with him and end up getting hurt even more than i am right now. after all the ( Read more... )

why love got to be so hard? last night things with Deshaun and i took a turn for the worst. i dunno about anything anymore. i think i'ma just chill and go do me for a while until i find somebody i can be fa real with. i wanted to be with Deshaun but we had so many fall outs and there were so many doubts and reasons that would just pop into my mind ( Read more... )

sup everybody. i had so much fun last night and that's something i really needed. first off, last night was Tonyuh's 20th birthday so we were gonna take her to club Wanda's but she ended up not going. she went over Deberial's house to get her hair braided and she had a lil attitude cuz we couldn't stay out that late cuz Nini had to work so she ( Read more... )

whats up everybody? i'm over here chillen with mad shit on my brain. the past few days been crazy when it comes to my love life. first i'm going to speak on Deshaun. he and i have been bestfriends for a few months now, we come to eachother about everything and i can always talk to him about anything and vice versa. after awhile we established 'more ( Read more... )

i've been doing so much thinking this entire summer about what i'm going to do with my life, what i want for my future, what goals i'd like to reach and what i'm going to have to do to get there. all my life everybody has doubted me and my success. these past two years everybody told me "you're not going to graduate, you'll just drop out like ( Read more... )