fact:

The chances of you dying on the way to get your lottery tickets is greater than your chances of winning.

I dont understand how when I sit here to write what I'm feeling that I cant do it, but I have no problem writing things in my head all day long. I dont understand how I say I cant feel hardly anything, but I feel certain levels of being hurt ( Read more... )

my brother does everything for me and i'm such a bitch to him sometimes. he just takes it and takes it. geez ( Read more... )

Krazy4Kupo: the whole day is good when youre around

....that made my night. among with other things

It's about time that I came clean with you
I'm no longer fine, I'm no longer running smooth
I thought that I found myself under something new
Just one more line I repeat over and over again
'Till I'm blue in the face with a choking regret
Because I talk in circles 'round you on my bed
Can't say I blame you one bit when you kept it all inside
When ( Read more... )

tomorrow i get to see krystle and that is lovely ( Read more... )

"daddy's ghost behind you
sleeping dog beside you
you're a poem of mystery
you're the prayer inside me

spoken words like moonlight
you're the voice that i like

needlework & seedlings
in the way you're walking
to me from the timbers
faded from the winter"
-iron&wine.

i've got a horrible headache....
& i just put in my earrings and now my ear hurts.

i finally emailed the lady at gwu about my loan payments.
sometimes i hate being an "adult".

i thought i had more to say, but i guess i dont.

“Lord, make me an instrument of your peace; where there is hatred, let me sow love; where there is injury, pardon; where there is doubt, faith; where there is despair, hope; where there is darkness, light; and where there is sadness, joy.”

" People who are having a love-sex relationship are continuously lying to each other because the very nature of the relationship demands that they do, because you have to make a love object of this person, which means that you editorialize about them. You cut out what you don't want to see, you add this if it isn't there. And so ( Read more... )

so, even though most of the time i feel sad....
i have a good life and i like who i have in my life.
despite how confusing they can be are.

&& it will be a lot easier on everyone if they realize how awesome i truly am.
&&&& itd be even more great if boys realized how amazing i was.
HA. see, krystle, i can so be  happy and sarcastic and amazing.
you ( Read more... )