" People who are having a love-sex relationship are continuously lying to each other because the very nature of the relationship demands that they do, because you have to make a love object of this person, which means that you editorialize about them. You cut out what you don't want to see, you add this if it isn't there. And so ( Read more... )

i haven't updated in awhile.  I've been busy with moving and vacations and friends and etc. I don't really have much to say. I'm bored. I'm lonely. I guess, for the most part, i am alright.

horoscope:
You've been taking a lot of risks lately -- and lucky for you, they've been paying off. But your luck is bound to change -- and it'll do so soon. Make sure you get ahead of the curve today by playing it much more conservatively. Make 'safety first' your motto, and approach the day's events with caution. Look both ways before crossing the ( Read more... )

i hate doing things that make people hurt, mad, sad, miserable or anything like that. i hate not fully understanding what i did to make them feel that way. i hate not knowing if i can fix it, if i fixed it, if its even worth fixing ( Read more... )

i hate being ignored.
i hate being so freaking sad all of the time.

i feel great.

all memories fade.
i got it a long time ago. i just didnt want to get it.
if that doesnt make sense, then i dont really care anymore.

i really just dont care.

All's quiet, except for this song.
So maybe while I'm not together I can feel like I'm not alone.
And somewhere off in the distance, rapidly advancing, is an onslaught of sorts.
Young sirens ( Read more... )

i dont know.

"time heals everything."
too bad they dont tell you how much time its going to actually take. :[

i delay too much when it comes to decision making. i'm a pro at putting things off until its already past due and I HAVE TO do it. failure isnt much of an option to me or a motivation. i've always been like this and i've always gotten away with it. ha. ( Read more... )

fact:
You can start a fire with ice.

i want something insanely good to happen