I feel like I am losing my faith in the possibility of a future filled with happiness, love and affection. As though the balance of night and day has been confused and misperceived through lack of generous sensual elation, my infrequent trysts with want and need becoming less over an extended period of time, resulting in a continuously inadequate ( Read more... )

A thought ( Read more... )

There is nothing else in the world like waking up next to the woman you Love the most and watching her still dreaming, seeing the sunlight caressing her face and basking in the glow of her peaceful slumber... And then having to awaken her and take that wonderful dream away.

It's the impenetrable silence that scares me, just like when you know something is wrong and there's nothing for you to say, no comforting words will soothe the ache within and you're waiting for the other shoe to drop, but there's nothing, no sound, mouth agape with nothing coming out. Much like a tree falling in the woods with no one to hear it, ( Read more... )

Guns And Roses - Patience ( Read more... )

Why do I do so much for other's to do so little, go out of my way, only to know that other's never really do. What is too much and what isn't? "If you lower your expectations, you'll never be let down", right? I have the lowest expectations of everyone else in the world, I never really expect anything at all, so how is it that if I am not the "best ( Read more... )

Ok, so, now my truck is finally legal, it's been inspected and $76.50 later, I am a legitimate member of the friendly highways of New Jersey.

Side note: Still no respect.

Ok, so now I finally come to the realization that 3 things happened this summer ( Read more... )

I saw her standing there before me, in an open field, with wisps and willows blowing around her like feathers falling from the sky, her beauty encompassing my heart in a lightening bolt of emotion and empathy, her tears cascading down her glowing face, the sun bathing her in it's light, her shadow dancing on the horizon, the wind driving her hair ( Read more... )

(Click here to post your own answers for this meme.)

✓ I miss somebody right now.  (If only everyone else knew...)
✓ I don't watch much TV these days.  (They take off all the decent shows...)
✓ I own lots of books.  (Tons.)

✓ I wear glasses or contact lenses.  (Now.)
× I love to play video games.  (Nintendo, 'nuff said...)
✓ I' ( Read more... )