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30 years past...
I should have been married and with at least one child by now. Living a life that was worth my time and energy. Oh well, lemonade it is... -
I get the feeling...
No one can hear me cry. I don't know if that is a comfort, blessing or a curse; to know that I can keep it to myself by just mashing my face into a pillow, bury everything in the cotton folds surrounding my face. I gently weep of and on for hours on end, often at night when everyone sleeps, dreaming of happier tomorrows. I don't dream. I can't. It' ( Read more... ) -
Pure misery...
And so it goes without mentioning that when I think that things couldn't really get any worse than they've been, I am completely incorrect. It would seem that after getting over one illness that my body rejects the notion of getting healthy to adopt a more developmentally stunting method. A vulgar sickness is ravaging my body as I type these very ( Read more... ) -
How it is...
It's funny how relationships and love turn into mere memories and gifts received that go into boxes, on shelves in a storage room and then nothing more. When everything dissolves in the way of what we say and the things we do, to be better remembered for what was left unsaid and the things that we didn't do. To this, I congratulate myself on ( Read more... ) -
Happy...
Birthday to me...
Nothing like spending the day at the movies with your Mom. :-) Saw Fast Five and Thor, both are excellent movies and chock full of the best stuff movies are made of. No doubt about it, this was a great day!! -
Hm...
I am falling...
Apart. -
Thiking about a quote...
Friendship is certainly the finest balm for the pangs of disappointed love.
By Jane Austen
From "Northanger Abbey" -
Bummer...
So, I did about the dumbest thing last night/this morning. I downloaded a file from a stupid website and got a virus/software and locked me out of the registry editor, the control+alt+delete option and the right click "exit this program" file. The other day I created a shutdown.bat file and I am happy that I had, because that was the only way it ( Read more... ) -
As the years roll by...
I still can't get it out of my head nine years later: "Sure, why not?" But I sure found that out 2 and a half years later...
