Sometimes, I honestly can't believe people and their set of mind. Maybe, I have morals and they don't. I will never understand why people role play sex with other but have a lover in real life.
Honestly, shouldn't people be loyal to their partner? Not do that stuff with others even if its text? Or am I just WAY too loyal for my own good?
I couldn't ( Read more... )

I don't get what I did ( Read more... )

I don't know what I could have done to stop you from breaking up with me. It's horrible. I suffer from it. You opened my mind and heart. Accept me for who I am. Touched the darkest places with your light and made me happy, again ( Read more... )

"That he was up here. We were somewhere. Not sure why. We were just cuddling. Talking. He wanted to go see what a Walmart was. So, I took him. We held hands and walked all over the store. Hours passed. We walked really slowly. Still talking about whatever came to mind. He bought some stupid Halloween hat. Wanted to wear it home. So, I let him and ( Read more... )

I don't understand people anymore. I, also do not understand life ( Read more... )

I don't deserve someone like him...
I'm not good enough...

I feel as if I'm slowly pushing away whatever emotion I have left out or to the side. I'm hurt. Badly. I'm scared I'm going to die alone without experiencing true love, marriage, affection and so on. It's hard for me to even up to people. I don't like it. I hate talking. I hate using my voice. I don't want to meet new people. It's pretty worthless ( Read more... )

I hate when people think I'm strong all the time. I can't be. It's not possible. I've been carrying a heavy burden for so many years. Smiling at everything even if it hurt. Running to hell and back to put a smile on someones face. Sacrificing my time, energy and emotions to put someone else in a good mood even if they hurt me. I walked to peoples ( Read more... )

I can't be normal around you. I can't keep a smile around you anymore. I want to cry most of the time. I get jealous. I'm hurt. My chest feels all fuzzy. I can't help but shed a tear when you won't respond to "I love you." anymore. Nothing is the same anymore ( Read more... )

I'm pretty nothing compared to other people. I know what I want to do but it's hard to do it for me because I'm not rich or have much money. When I do get money I end up spending it because I'm upset about many things. I wish I could collide within a world that has easier access to things I could easily gain in which will tip the scales into my ( Read more... )