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Apr 05, 2007 10:34

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mstamsin April 5 2007, 10:03:47 UTC
awwh hunni i know it duznt help much when other ppl tell you your beautiful if u dont believe it yourself but you truely are, i am so so jelous of your natural beauty everytime you post pictures i have a look and u never fail to look perfect. i dont see how you can be the ugly one in your house unless thay are actually porcaline dolls or something. i wish i looked even half as good as you baby doll

dont worry about posting a blah entry, ud think i was still 14 looking at mine lol

*hugs & kisses*

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synthetic_doll April 5 2007, 10:45:24 UTC
thanks hun. but i cant help the way i feel. i really am not perfect and you shouldnt be jealous. everyone has attractive qualities that are individual.

hah lol bless ya love.
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sn0rkmaiden April 5 2007, 19:30:51 UTC
Awww Bex you're kidding aren't you? You always look good your hair and make-up are always perfect. Me and Peppi always used to say you're like a little painting, a little work of art ;) (I'm not lying!)
Personally I think you're the best looking of your flat mates... they are so plain in comparison with you!
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synthetic_doll April 5 2007, 20:13:25 UTC
i was having a bad morning and wrote that while i was feeling really terrible about myself. hah my hair and my make up are definitely not always perfect. but thanks honey. aww bless you and peppi hehe but im definitely not a work of art.. i wish i was.
i think its because since we have lived here i havent had friends that look different and that i have had a lot more plain looking friends and its made me a bit insecure. but leaving bristol will be the best thing.
but today i also took out my lip piercings and septum and left in my monroe and i think i look much nicer.
hope youre ok lovely.... miss you so much

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sn0rkmaiden April 5 2007, 21:33:35 UTC
Yeah I guess your a bit of a fish out of water, I can imagine I'd be feeling similar if I was in your situation. But the fact is you wouldn't want to plain ;) you wouldn't want to attract plain guys now would you? I often think to myself maybe I should just conform, but that wouldn't be me and I'd much rather have friends/partners that can appreciate my self-expression and I think it makes those relationships more meaningful *^_^*
I think moving will help you rediscover your self, I mean you and Shane are starting your life together properly and it will be fantastic!

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synthetic_doll April 6 2007, 08:18:30 UTC
yeah but i suppose alot of people feel that way i was just being a drama queen and hormonal. i wouldnt want to look plain...but now ive taken my piercings out im going to wear more pretty dresses and look just how i want to.
you should never conform honey, you are one of the best dressed people i know and i always look at your lj posts about all the dresses youre buying and it makes me so proud of you that you are exactly who you are and are not talked into being another face in the crowd and i really love that about you.
and youre right, it does make a relationship better knowing that your partner accepts you for who you are and appreciates the way you style yourself.
moving is definitely going to be the best thing for me. and for mine and shanes relationship. living in a place where it is alot larger with alot more cultural/style diversity can only be a positive thing.
and also moving up there it'll be cheaper for us to see each other ^_^

love you

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secretagentboo April 6 2007, 16:10:21 UTC
I know how u feel in some ways hun, I always think I wish I didnt look so vile :(
I try so hard and so many ways of making myself feel better about it all but most the time it simply just doesn't work.
Its hard to accept other people telling u ure beautiful if u dunt see it ureself.

*hugs* I hope u do realise ure all kinds of beautiful, u just can't see it yet xx

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synthetic_doll April 6 2007, 16:19:13 UTC
i know hun... you NEVER look vile tho you are stunning.
its unfair how lovely beautiful girls dont get to feel like they deserve to. and you should feel amazingly beautiful honey.
*hugs* thanks very much hun tho youre such a doll.
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