the other day, I got dragged to the nursing home to pick up my grandparents so my mother could drive them to some lame musical. as we were leaving, the woman at the reception desk called out to us, "see you guys later!" my grandma answered, "oh, don't you wait up for us because I know we'll be out late!" then she sings, "but one thing I don't ( Read more... )

so, yesterday I found myself sitting at my friends house watching a clockwork orange with a bottle of mountain dew, & a full pack of newports.

around this time, I decided that my life isn't so bad after all.

I need some friends.

friends who actually care & remember that I do indeed exist.

because sitting here feeling bitter about being left alone isn't very much fun.

I haven't had a cigarette in almost 48 hours ( Read more... )

You Are Subversion!

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eight months.

I've been smoking every day for eight months & my dad just found out.
although he claims he's known since January.
damn, I thought I was more crafty than that.

...please disregard this entry, I'm stoned off my ass right now.
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note to self: NIN is fucking amazing live.

even if you have nosebleed seats & have to spend over 6 hours in a car to get there and back [half of which is spent crammed in with three other sweaty exausted people eating cheeseburgers, which as you can imagine is quite comfortable & smells heavenly] it is so worth it.you know those moments you have ( Read more... )

so ( Read more... )

so.
new journal.
add me, you losers.

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