thanks. thanks a lot.
hopefully no more bad livejournal posts.
hopefully less sorrow and hate.
take my mind off of my life please.
make me feel great.
and i'll do the same thing for you.
haha thats all that matters to me.
<3

death to evil posts.

yah i miss her . yah its not easy for me . i miss my cure.

im fucking stupid and selfish. why am i stupid and selfish. fuck.

its easy for me to write my indescribable hatred in here, my attempts, my beating, my psychotic tendencies.

simple. but when i sit hear with a heavy heart i just cant put words down. i spent 1/3 of the summer being miserable and depressed ( Read more... )

i havent been confessing all of my actions. in all honesty i dont find that trust exists in me. i fucking hate rollerblading ( Read more... )

shut up, im busy crating bloody art on my hands.next ill tatoo myself. ink and a needle. i know its possible. lets pierce our own skin now too ( Read more... )

i dont find trust to exist anymore ( Read more... )

friday i came close to alcohol poisoning. knowing its the first time ive ever drank more then the average drunk. whole jack daniels gone in shots, half bottle of vodka downed, and whole cup shots untill i finished a whole jug of red table wine. that was disguesting, but it let me smile knowing i might die. the wine was more then anyone should ever ( Read more... )

why is it so hard to sleep all of the time? shit, i hate it ( Read more... )

I feel the worst today. its always getting worse, today i punched a hole in my room's wall, for no reason i went insane and started punching and kicking and screaming at everything. i destroyed my dryer and i took a hammer to my skates. those shits would not die. im going to kill them tomarrow. im going to use the saw. i cant stop throwing up even ( Read more... )