today i stayed in all day like i did the previous couple of days. i went to school in the morning for an hour and i gave up and ditched, im not going to be alive long enough to see myself graduate high school because i fucking cant take it ( Read more... )

i cant sleep anymore, i've lost the relaxation i had when i was a kid. my brain wont stop killing me with a million thoughts of what could have happened or what could happen. i know im depressed i think you know by now too. love was once a motive but you know, nobody gives a shit anyways ( Read more... )

toddaaayyy i drank a loot.. im not drunk though im faking it. i smoked an entire pack today. and now that its gone i still want more. o well.

oh hey i forgot to tell you.

i killed my family.

no im kidding i dont have a gun yet.

i wanna start doing heroin. wanna join me?

ill fuck the love out of you ( Read more... )

whats this grey stuff coming out of my wrist huh ( Read more... )

goddamn suicide is too hard, what do i have to do to fucking die ( Read more... )

lets sit and listen to what transpired ( Read more... )

my habits are getting worse. today i spent the entire day fucking myself up alone. before i went to school i smoked two cigs and drank a lot of liquer. man that put me to sleep all through class ( Read more... )

I still carry her picture in my wallet hahaha ( Read more... )

she broke my heart again today ( Read more... )

I how many days till i quit living. can i count them on one hand? i dont know for sure yet. but i guess my mood can go worse, im unstable as is. could you imagine what kind of person i would be if i had a green penis? man thatb would be trippy. i think i would use it to become infamous in the porn industry. "fuck that green cock!". yah well dont ( Read more... )