Reality hits u hard and its a bitch when it does. I FUCKED up so bad that i still am "depressed" i guess u can say about everything. I know people still hate my fucking guts and to tell u the truth i hate my own fucking guts. I screwed up and i am really sorry to everyone that i hurt. I wish there was more to say but there isnt.

"im gay"
-cory perkins

muahahah!!!!

So the past couple of weeks have been shitty. I feel like complete shit. Lacrosse practice is great. And now i just figured out that UCLA, Pepperdine, Cal Berkley, and LMU are all play lacrosse at my school tomorrow! thats going to be fun.

I have had a fun break. Recorded a demo cd, broke a garage door window and now i am working on a extra credit project.

Got back from the trip. The game was awesome, the best game i ever went to. I'm back at school. It sucks but wat am i going to do about it.

Brad and I are going to Almost Acoustic Christmas sunday. Thank you Matt Smith (aka "Money" from Kroq). We got backstage passes too so its going to be lots of fun.

I ask of on thing. Watch monday night football, i am going to be there. Look for me i be 3 rows away from the sidelines on the 40.

Had a long thanksgiving break. thursday went to 4 movies (snuck into all of them) then had a big thanksgiving dinner. friday went to 3rd street prominade and venice beach and saw another movie. saturday went to lacrosse camp and talk to the coach of chapman college about lacrosse. sunday went to lacrosse practice. and now i am just sitting here ( Read more... )

Just when i thought i figured everything out i had one of those days that confused me.

Finially football season is over and we turned out to be the league champions. But it never failes for me to get injured again. Yes i seperated my shoulder and still went to lacrosse practice 2 days later. (was not too fun) Also got a new dog named max and he looks like a bear.

This month has been ok. Not the best, could have been better. Practice's are a bitch. football mon-sat and lacrosse sun, not fun. lol. so anyways i found out that my first home game is this friday and all my friends better be there.