they say don't fall in love at the bahamas...now i know why. i found her when i wasn't even looking. sat next to me with her beautiful green eyes and her southern NOLA accent. her voice drives crazy and the memories drive me wild. she is the one that makes you want to grab everything you can and start a new life in a far off distant place. i will ( Read more... )

wow all i want to do is just go home. things just suck sometimes. i missed being with people that i love

All I wanna do is leave and run. Go some place real far. Find myself, find who i should be, and who i want to be. One day I will leave. Lose myself in order to find myself.

14 years behind these bars,
In 12-foot square of cold cement.
I’ve lost nearly everything,
For a crime of which I’m innocent.
But all my suffering’s a light and momentary pain,
While the weight of an endless glory still remains to me

all i hear these days is hate. where is the love? where is the happiness that once filled my life?

So caught up in what to do to please others, I forgot what would make me happy. But I lost that a long time ago and all I have is the vague memory of what use to be.

i wake up everyday at 6 after falling asleep at 2 everynight. i struggle through classes. try to stay awake so that i can just take notes. its hard. i can't do it. i think about it too much. i think of how the lose of one is going to affect everything. how his death will the start of the end. my world has become a ticking time bomb, its just a ( Read more... )

you have got to be kidding me. friends she says, i am holding her back from getting more friends? wtf is that suppose to mean. i can't do, i just can't do it. i loved her and its the fact that i love that this hurts so much especially at a time when everything is going to shit. i don't wanna be here. i feel like i am living a fake life. feel like ( Read more... )

you ever feel like everything you are doing is wrong? don't get me wrong love the east coast but when i come home everything just seems right. i want the next two years to fly by and just stay home. i miss it too much. i really just want to be here, find the one that makes me happy,and just living life. nothing seems right and all i am is confused

It is strange to think,I have not seen you in a month ( Read more... )

how could I be so heartless? didn't know i could you hurt you that way. i am in love but after seeing you i realized how much i screwed up in my life. maybe if things were different we could be. i hurt you but i did it before i knew i could ever hurt someone that way. i put the blame on myself. i screwed up and the worst part is that i screwed you ( Read more... )