Hello LJ, and Happy New Year to LJ... sorry I never write in this anymore, but I figured since I am now done with finals that I try and blog something about it ( Read more... )

Hello LJ ( Read more... )

So a couple of genuine people have left my life. Not death, but left ( Read more... )

just for future purposes...

12:45AM - surprise party..
1:15 - 3:00 - study with erika
3:00-11:00 - sleep
11:00 - 12:30 - best buy
12:30 - 2:00 - lunch with pye
2:00 - 3:00 - dorothy
3:00 - 4:00 - in my room
4:00 - 6:00 - emo-tv taping
6:00 - 8:00 - acapulco fundraiser
8:00 - 9:30 - fund mtg
9:30 til now - studying?

yay my 20th.

I get jealous so easily. My "friends"... a lot of them hang out and don't invite me to anything. A lot of them flake out on me to do other things... so I really don't feel included. I have been ignoring them for the past week... and today, they threw me a surprise birthday party ( Read more... )

I guess I should update this, haha. Circle K wise... DCON happened about two weeks ago. It was great, saw many ppl, meet many new, and more. My scrapbook won 1st place for Non-Traditional category! And I won an iPOD Touch from the DDR Fundraiser.

Sounds good to me. But now back to school work and yearbook!

Finally, HAPPINESS.

I GOT THE RESIDENT ASSISTANT POSITION I'VE STRESSED OVER FOR THE LAST TEN WEEKS!

It has been a great two day. Yvonne and I are also on the same team! I'm sure it's rare to have two people from the same high school on the same RA team. woooot.

I'm excited.

Lately I have been feeling the need to have on a facade. I've found it really difficult to truly be myself. I am a pretty sensitive person when it comes to being myself. A lot of people don't accept me for who I am, and many don't really understand the kind of person I really am ( Read more... )

This is bull. I am so upset at my CKI right now.

I will never understand why effort never barely ever pays off ( Read more... )