damn i sit here and read all of the things that i used to write back in the day. back when i was happy. wow. i was so in love. i sometimes ask myself what happened? why did i allow myself to pull away and say that i need space when know like 6 months later, i hate space and all i need and want is her ( Read more... )

so its def like 5 11 in the morning. and guess what? i havent slept. maybe an hour or two from lile 1100 til 100 but thats it. i cant sleep. it sucks. and i feel like shit and really need the sleep. this sucks. im all congested. this sucks ( Read more... )

got a little bit of a new attitude.sittin around on my ass crying about my weight isnt going to make me lose any weight.so ive been trying to eat healthy. only eatin one meal aday, with little snacks like fruit and saltine crackers (no salt) in between.and drinkin smoothies from the food court with a slim down booster.ive been hittin the gym too.im ( Read more... )

i cant fucking believe it. i try so fucking hard to not be overweight. i try to limit what i eat and exercise, and this is what happens. i go to the gym and weigh in and im 244. 24 pounds more than when i came to the school. do you know how depressing that is? all i want to do is to get down to a reasonable size. i hate being fat. i can never find ( Read more... )

so yeah. for some reason, ever since thursday night, ive been cravin S.E.X. wierd huh? i guess because thursday was such a good night =D. i guess because it was the first time that me and my girl tried a 69. like OH MY GOD!!! it was bangin. i had never tried it before. i LOVED it. and so did she. it really sucks that her "special friend" came to ( Read more... )

you begin to realize alot when you are no longer living at home. they say home is where the heart is, and i have finally realized where my heart truly lies. i thought leaving home would be incredible. i mean don't get me wrong i do love it at times. but, i guess i just miss my family. we have all grown so much closer during the last couple of ( Read more... )

i feel like i havent written in here in like forever. well any whoo, its been a crazy week. well me and wifey 1month was on the 24th. we went to go see a movie. it was cool. the movie sucked, but the day was cool. then the rest of the week i was desperately looking for a halloween costume for this party that was yesterday. i couldnt find anything ( Read more... )

late nights with wifey

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i miss my baby.

i cant wait til sunday so i can go back to school and see her. :-(

i need to stop procrastinating. its getting rediculous now. i havent been to sleep and i have a class in about an hour. and the reason why i havent slept is that i just got done finishing a paper that my baby wrote for me. well she did most of it. i love her to death i swear! if i didnt have her i dont know where i'd be. she keeps me sane. she ( Read more... )