Things have been great lately. Yesterday I went to club sevilla. It was the most fun ive had in quite a long time. It was nice to see people dance, just to dance, not to bump and grind, but just to have fun. The Dj Steve Aoki, was AMAZING. He put on the best show Ive ever seen! I can't wait to go back. Some friends of mine are going again tonight ( Read more... )

I am finding joy in sooo many things.
I got help for my anxiety, and things have been better ever since.
Sam is a very beautiful person.

for the first time i found out that I've had anxiety and panic attacks all my life ( Read more... )

Have you ever had so much to say
that your mouth closed up tight
struggling to harness the nuclear force
coalescing within your words?

Have you ever had so many thoughts
churning inside that you didn't dar let them escape,
in case they blew you wide open?

Have you ever been so angry that you ( Read more... )

Im 18 years old today.
and I couldn't feel better.
Last night my friend Laura drove me to put food coloring in a fountain
hahha i had to do sommmething illegal before I turned 18

Zambia, Africa
June 30-July 15
probably longer.
:) yes yes yes.

This area of the world really isn't working for me. Its keeping me at a complete stand still. I'm planning out where to go. This place just isn't for me. The problem is, is that I have no money to move by myself. I have no friends here, because I don't have any I like well the exceptions of a few. I don't click with anyone here. I loooooove life ( Read more... )

done.
done.
:(? < :) or :( + :) = :I?
then :( x :)= :D?
who knows.

Ashley left for Vegas and I really miss her. I can't stand her being away for to long. Im hurting and I haven't told many people. I know its just a rut ill get through. I get very sad when I feel abandoned by friends. Chrystal was a big part of my life, and I really looked up to her. Now none was those are valid. Family life stresses me out very ( Read more... )

My heart is either to open or closed. I wish their was a middle, but there rarely is. I really wish their was a middle. Im either too fragile or too emotionally independent.