Sometimes I just sit and curl, dream and whirl, not knowing what to do, where to go, who to believe.
Unable to take that leap of faith, to believe in the only one you can.
I look outside, all around, anyone, everyone, who will guide me?
Untethered, floating on a sea I have always known, yet have no map to find my way.
Where am I even trying to go?

For the longest time I thought the voice representing reality, truth was that "objective" inner critic ( Read more... )

Sitting in the cafeteria watching a pigeon only 2 metres from freedom flapping against a window walking back and forth completely unaware of the open door below. Completely blinded by the promise of freedom it sees in the closed window ( Read more... )

It’s funny how you would always THINK people would think that you sound crazy when you express your strange ideas and thoughts. Perhaps you were right, but probably only because you would express them with timidity and cautiousness, instead of believing in what you say, and saying it with conviction ( Read more... )

LIVE in the present moment.

Seek only the TRUTH.

SURRENDER your will to that of the divine.

LOVE is divine power.

HONOUR yourself.

HONOUR one another.

ALL IS ONE.

The ultimate question is, can you separate your spiritual being from your flesh ( Read more... )

Knowledge and ignorance ( Read more... )

It is incredible ( Read more... )

Hope
motivation
love
inspiration
content
wonder
pleasure
fortune

Just ride it out till it does. Live it all.

I'll lose the papers at some stage, so you all get to know about my weight over the last couple years.

January 2008 - 69kg
January 2009 - 89kg
July 2009 - 93kg
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11/8/09 91.3kg
Chest - 103.5
Waist - 88
Hips - 107

Skin folds
Triceps - 15
Stomach - 28
Illiac - 43
Thighs - 17.5

Fat mass - 22kg
Fat free - 69.3kgBody fat ( Read more... )