I had my first cigarette in a week and....

I HATED IT. I FORCED MYSELF TO SMOKE IT SO I'D FEEL LIKE SHIT. LOVE ME, NOW.

<3

Today, I have lots of fun lyrics for all of you!

If you want it, did you never want for more
The Girl Scout fell from grace
If you want it, did you never want for more
I spit inside her face
If you want it, did you never want for more
The lines that cut right through
If you want it, did you never want for more
The numbness that was you
What I want
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I have lots of new icons. if people make me aware that they are reading my journal (comment)then i'll change my icons more often. xD Oh Snap ( Read more... )

I got the flu today. Mom wouldn't come to school to get me. she said if I got worse, to call. I did and she wasn't home. I had to go through the whole day in constant pain. NOT FUN. After I called her the second time, I stayed in the clinic for the rest of 4th period. By 7th period, the chills had gotten pretty bad. I got a pillow and took it to my ( Read more... )

I want to go to NCState. If I can't get into a college, I will just live on my own, no job, no home, and I will be a nomad. I will live in yellowstone with my friends who are buying land up there when they finish college. I will have a room, but I will live in the woods. i will come and go as I please. This is my dream.

I have no idea what's going on... the school is screwing up. or maybe it's me.

I'm going to quit smoking. for real. and i'm going to stop being a fuck up. 'm going to read more and practice my guitar. love me.

Yes, citizens of livejournal. I have not forgotten you just yet. Watch me update~

Anyway, I'm really bored right now. Might be organizing a get togeather with some friends this saturday.

Smallville has taken off without me. Dad's almost finished with the 3rd season and I've only seen about.... 6 episodes of it. It's almost sad. DAMN YOU, FATHER! ; ( Read more... )

This isn't for you.

( Insert angsty letter here )

FPS: 7/30 380 zombies killed

I NEED GAMES.