I think when I return to school in a week or so, besides scrambling to find out what kitchenware and furniture I need to help supply the apartment with, I'm also going to try out a sleep diet.

Apparently taking a 20 minute nap every 4 hours does provide a body enough unconsciousness to maintain a refreshed disposition, and the amount of extra time ( Read more... )

Walking to the local pizzeria Sole D'Italia and sitting there waiting for the order was probably the high point of my day. It was 6:30, dinnertime, and bustling like few operations I've ever seen before - only a few feet away from the dirty linoleum and insistent hum of the pepsi fridges exists the other half of the place: a romantically0lit ( Read more... )

I really wish people would start being reasonable ( Read more... )

Well, he's still mad, and likely never to get over it. I'm starting to believe that possibly his reaction would have come to something sooner or later, so I guess I didn't necessarily wreck the friendship as much as just give it that needed push towards a rocky end ( Read more... )

I think that whenever I am keeping something bad from someone, I ought to just immediately tell them - it seems like it'd save me a lot of trouble, trouble that I seem to have befalling me as of late. I guess it's all in the eye of the beholder what counts as trivial and what counts as an important matter; it's just a big strain no matter what when ( Read more... )

When I turned 20, I had a mini-crisis. It wasn't anything big, it didn't involve my ideals being shaken to their core, it mainly just entailed me thinking "why do I not feel any different if I'm not a teenager anymore?" I've become reliant on television and movies to tell me what a childhood should look like, what adolescence should look like and ( Read more... )

I'm getting incredibly sick of alcohol ( Read more... )

My dreams are really fucking weird, I don't abuse enough substances and I can't imagine having a real job.

And how's your summer?

So many sources of stress! Sometimes it's relaxing to be able to sit back and just enjoy a steak. The meat wasn't what really made me feel at home and able to function again, it was more the little crackly burnt bits on the outside of it, and the really tasty juice all over it too. I know this might make some vegetarians or vegans a little nauseous ( Read more... )

I've found that I am almost completely desensitized to many kinds of death. I can't by any means say that I've somehow come to terms with my grandmother's cancer; though she seems to be recovering from it, when she does die, it will likely tear me apart. Hell, just the other night I was thinking about the death of my cat Mr. Meowser and how hard it ( Read more... )