so, i passed my server training, and just hopefully only will have one day left under supervision, then i am out on my own. but what bites... they changedthe menu on me, so i have new prices to memorize. i cut my hair, and i loved it the first day i go it, which was 2 days ago, now... im sick of it, and i want it to grow out, it looks like a mullet ( Read more... )

so, i have orientation soon, and everything is just blegh. the baby has been in my house for over a week and she left yesterday, so now im left with no one to talk to (expect pictures soon). the mother in law is shit talking to me, and its a bummer like no other. shes just causing drama for michael and myself (not that we need any more of it to ( Read more... )

3 days left and im a legal adult, i can run for office, vote, join the military, buy cigarettes, buy scratchers, but somehow, i will still feel oppressed....i neeed to get out of here. right when i thought things were going great, it takes a turn for the worst. single, shich im okay with, but he still is a royal ass about everything. im going to ( Read more... )

applying for jobs is really taxing..and boring. i need $2000 to fix up my car... so, money is definetley a necessity at this time. no one believes in paper applications anymore, so it kinda bites...whatever. i need me a good job..dammit! the end. my week alone is only 2 days away, i am DEFINITELY looking forward.

so..here i am, stuck in vegas, once again. babysitting, back n forth. my nina and i went to some awesome vintage stores with some reasonable prices. i got myself on tshirts, a skirt, and a michael jeackson jacket, and she got me a dress for graduation. its very jackie o! mike came out here in the middle of the week, and of course, arguing and ( Read more... )

im tired of being taken advantage of. im done being the girlfriend who will obey his every wish, and the perfect daughter who will always do as shes told. im tired of being other people's bitch, pretty much. i dont know who the hell i am, or what im going to do. i just wander out into the universe with nothing to do, and almost no one to trust. ( Read more... )

i hate people who butt into other people's business. then you tell them, as nicely as possible that its not their business... and they get mad at you! i hate people. people suck. i was a fucking wreck driving to rehearsal last night, and i made it safe up until i pulled into the parking lot, when one of the parents nearly rammed rightinto my put ( Read more... )

this is my journal.... i made a new one... tired of old name, and bored as hell at 4 in the morning. and pissed off... so, new journal, to keep out LJ intruders!