im not updating this shit anymore
here is whats up
i work, im trying to get clean, i still have alot of love for alot of people. im going to college.
trying to find out who i am without drugs...

w.e
love

Takin in back to what its meant to be, human beings living free ( Read more... )

well god damn. my drug counselor gave up trying to make me quit smoking. and now im FUCKED. i try to tell them i cant just flip a switch and think its wrong. ive stopped using and i will continue to stop using until i leave my moms house. they say "then what?" well then i blaze up a blunt every day. BUT that will be my choice just as most adults ( Read more... )

The other day as I was expirementing with DXM, a psychoactive dissociate, I had a rather enlightening experience that I feel compelled to share with others. As I first began to notice the effects(BodyHigh, Robowalking, incredible empathy towards others) I was exstatic that such a drug could be legal and readily avaliable at any local drugstore. I ( Read more... )

lmao the Intensive Probation program got completely terminated! No house arrest, yes internet, yes friends, no urine detectable drugs =(. OH and if any CCC kids still read this, can someone tell me how i should go about getting some community service? I only need 20 hours, but the quicker i do it, the quicker i get off probation ( Read more... )

16 days in ydc! mother FUCK the judicial system. 30days house arrest, no cell phone. Probation until i turn 18. anyways, its good to be free. BUT it looks like im forced to go into recluse mode. PEACE

All I wanna do is smoke my dro..bitch
Sit on the couch get high n get throwed bitch
Or in the car windows cracked gettin loaded
I'm representin everybody out there smokin

Smoke like a Jamaican
Wildly reefer I'm cravin
I know I should be savin
But I'm blazin I'm blazin
Feelin like I'm amazin
Mary keepin me phazin

I turn 17 tomorrow.

well i just sat my mom down and explained to her everything im feeling and poured my fucking heart out about why i smoke pot and drink. i told her i will never conform to "the system" and to be happy in life i dont have to live how everyone else does. i told her that if it wasnt for weed i would still be in my basement with no friends. I told her i ( Read more... )

YO ( Read more... )

In the "higher" animals, most particularly among the mammals, threatening circumstances elicit a particular type of pain we refer to as anxiety. Anxiety constitutes a type of pain meant to prompt these "higher" order animals to avoid potentially hazardous circumstances. For example, a rabbit is cornered by a mountain lion. In such a situation, the ( Read more... )