i am defeinitely unsure about it....i absolutely dislike sharing, especially when it comes to sharing someone you love...i am selfish and do not have a problem with that.  i feel like this relationship has been given up on.  like i wonder is she only with me just to be with me?  is she still with me cuz she thinks she knows how i would react if she ( Read more... )

Why does happiness always elude me?

I was in my 8th grade history class.  School had been in session for about a week or so.  Every morning the one of the lunch ladies would go around to each classroom to get a head count of students.  That morning, she came in and said, "The Twin Towers is on fire!"  i was fortunate to attend one of the newer schools in the city.  Therefore, we had ( Read more... )

So, yes it has been a while.  Over a year, yes I am well aware of that.

Lately I have not been so happy.  Recently just ended a very intense relationship I should say.  Maybe I'll get into more details later, because now is not the time.  And on top of everything else, I just had another knee surgery.  I tore my ACL and my meniscus in my right knee ( Read more... )

 20 Days and COUNTING!!!!

ok ok ok ok...i undastand dat its been a while since ive been here but between work, school, n qua im drained.  im actually a straight A student except 4 dis damn B+ average i got in criminal justice...i kno it doesnt sound like me since i havent had grades like dis since da 6th grade....work sucks.....it seems like im in my supervisors office ( Read more... )

 oh my...its been a while since i've here.  my hand hurts...kinda...sorta...no wait...i completely crushed my hand n da car door yesterday so m typin wit my left hand.....surprising niyah, nu nu & qua by takin them all out 2day   so i gotta rest up.....now my left hand hurts

 i am oh so sick of the letter K...its fuccin drivin me nuts

spendin da weekend wit da godson

adios amigos

 ssssoooo.....i jus got finished watchin Tyler Perry's Why Did I Get Married ( Read more... )

why is it that all females are turnin me off rite now...like dey r really workin my last nerve...whether it be ex's, females i do like, and females i dont like...dey jus really pissin me off...dey all gettin put on knock-off