like a child in the sand
i grabbed a handful of you
only to watch you
slip steadily through my fingers
and i can't help but wonder
if maybe i hadn't been so eager
if patience had been my virtue
i would have found a better way
to hold on to you

I think therefore I am ( Read more... )

god, this summer has been such a journey. I just don't even know...I guess it's hard to recognize it as a journey when I feel like my life has stayed completely stagnant. I feel sometimes like I have made absolutely no progress. But then I realize that this summer is so different from any of the past ones that I've had since I've been a young adult ( Read more... )

I want to start writing my autobiography. Or like, a few of the more interesting chapters...

they also will have to include in them somewhere how absolutely lame I discovered the plymouth rock is tonight.

I had a great day from start to finish. Except one majorly hard decision i had to make that is going to greatly affect my next few months. But ( Read more... )

i'm so hardened to the disappointment and the fighting and the heartbreak of everything that I can't even cry anymore. I just sit and stare and feel myself disappear behind that fucking wall.

I can't even cry anymore? That's the worst thing of all...

well Im home from vacation. Back to work and school and such. It actualy feels good to be getting back into things. I have disciplined myself so well this summer that I actually need the stability of my work schedule to keep me feeling okay haha. Yes I am a true workaholic, and I wouldn't have it any other way ( Read more... )

it's a tiny little space ( Read more... )

hmmm so yeah.

I find comfort in the fact that people dont know everything about me. All they know about me is the start of summer 2006, and the things i have told them or that they have noticed. No drawn out past, no issues, no mistakes.

Maybe I like it a little too much. I could be out for more of that being hurt thing. Oh well

"For beautiful eyes, look for the good in others; for beautiful lips, speak only words of kindness; and for poise, walk with the knowledge that you are never alone."
-Audrey Hepburn

what a beautiful, sweet quote. I really like it and I wish that more people thought like that.

Thinkexist.com quote of the day
 "If I had my life to live again, I would make the same mistakes, only sooner."
-Tallulah Bankhead

Absolutely a great quote.

Um so my past week has been work work work work. I havent had a day off since last monday, and tomorrow is my only day off this week. I start my summer class tomorrow too. From now till Aug. ( Read more... )