a sincere explosion of generosity ( Read more... )

I thought to myself last night," Everybody's trying to sell me something." This was piss drunk passing out on a couch at Abel's crib. ALL i saw on the TV was infomercials. Everybody was trying to sell me something ( Read more... )

I've made realizations about myself. I've surfaced emotions past and dragged them into the present for constructive criticism. I suppose all I've fallen short on is applying these lessons. STILL, my mind wanders to -google-eyed wonder, only a few days after my break-up. STILL, my heart sees the obsequious 'clearly' and I act upon these ill-conjured ( Read more... )

Josh is pretty cool.

Josh said to ask myself questions that have brutally honest answers.

I replied, "What if the circumstances are unconsiderable?"

And then i caught myself and thought... i had to break it down.

i feel like this livejournal thing is a whole world on its own and never want to communicate to anyone but myself on it.

Unless ofcourse people are nice when they communicate. Im guilty of being nasty, and thats why I hate it. Because I should just be nasty in person.

Soooo much thinking in Hong Kong. Sooo much. My horoscope told me not to do so until Wednesday. I should just do that then. K, bye ( Read more... )

Deja vu. Take it how you may, but I havent ever had this strong of familiarity with the past ( Read more... )

Pure AND utter exhaustion.
Im glad i cant get lost here, i dont like it enough.
I miss my girlfriend and my kitty.

D-ying now. ha, that sounded like chinese. lol.

i guess its just a lesson, i know in the future, if its mentioned, and its my responsibility, I should give it some attention. Or else some one will do it, THEIR way. Suprisingly, im not mad at all, its just a lesson. I love life ( Read more... )

why why why ( Read more... )