Get me out of here. I don't want no more 7am, no small talk, no waiting on the sidewalk, no blood shot eyes, no broken ties, I just need a fucking ride ( Read more... )

I live on my own now, well with a friend. I don't have a computer anymore but I will check this as much as I can. I want to start writing again but I'm just not as good as I was... damnit. Oh well ( Read more... )

I want to know where these high hopes are from, and why the brightest thing out there isn't the sun, why if one person I know is going to make it it's me, despite all the damage I've had to see, somehow I've made it persistantly ( Read more... )

I got arrested the other day, you can just call me cop killa. I got drunk and freaked out on some cops.... not a good idea. I'm in a lot of "trouble" right now for continuing to get caught drinking and smoking. I find all of this to be fucking pathetic, juvenille bullshit. I'm not 12, I'm 17, not that being 17 justifies being an idiot, but I am at ( Read more... )

Ohhh what an awkward stage. The middle. There is no other way to describe it. Everything is so unsure and half way. My life has been pretty miserable, like some dramatic, art school, teenage film for people who aren't miserable to watch, for as long as I can remember. Everything was so out in the open for everyone to view and critique. It was ( Read more... )

For the boys ( Read more... )

Haley Hiatt is my best friend. The only person I can truse and I thought it was imprtant for me to tell everyone that. I love her. Haley, I love you. So that's one good thing going for me, I have a friend. Hmmm what else can I say? OH! I'm getting my GED because I'm not going to graduate my senior year and I don't want to be in highschool until I'm ( Read more... )

So close to feeling good, I don't know what it is holding me back. Restrictions I suppose... Living in a "household" (what a fitting terminology...hm), being 16, the united states, shitty parent, hard time in school... basically typical, american, adolescent stuff I suppose. I'm worried about the other reason for my lack of security because it's ( Read more... )

I don't even know anymore. Life is so crazy. I have so many ideas racing through my head and I really think they need to be sorted out before I let other people know what my thoughts are. Oh well. I have nothting better to than seem crazy right now anyway. I deserve it. It's been rough... I guess. In the past 6 months I have stayed in la for a ( Read more... )

I had one of these things in middle school, pretty fuckin sweet, better than myspace. I feel that here, I can complain more openly and not seem like one of those kids with hair that covers one of there seemingly black eyes. Too much eyeliner I tell you. Pretty much you can expect from me, rants, thoughts, poetry, photos, funny stories and good ( Read more... )